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2006-01-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

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Yue gui niu shen- SHE

2005-12-28T10:38:00.000+08:00

tue.. back to sch.. everyone's shag.. except for me i guess.. haha.. i'm super hyper.. jio me out lehz.. lolx.. my grandma and uncle moving to condo next year.. wa... all rich people around me.. haha.. i'm gonna miss the perfect 10 top 100 countdown.. any kind soul wanna send me the results? haha.. and anyone can tell me who won the amazing race and survivor.. haha..

top 10 movies (2005)
1. Just Like Heaven
2. Harry Potter & the Globet of Fire
3. Initial D
4. Ice Princess
5. Mr. & Mrs. Smith
6. The Transpotter 2
7. Flight Plan
8. King Kong
9. Hitch
10. The Myth
Narnia not in the list cos i've not watched yet.. haha..

top 5 K songs (Solo)
1. Wan zhen- Sammi Cheng
2. Yi shi de mei hao- Zhang Shao Han
3. Ai mei- Yang Cheng Ling
4. Gu dan ba lei- Evonne
5. Mei li de wu hui- Sammi Cheng

top 5 K songs (duets)
1. So far away- J.S & Zhang Zhi Chen
2. Shan hu hai- Jay Chou
3. Bei feng chui guo de xia tian- J.J & Jin Sa
4. Ni zui zhen gui- Jacky & Gao Hui Jun
5. Wu ding- Jay Chou & Wen Lan

top 5 most memorable things (2005)
1. First Black Friday pic (Ling's 18th Birthday)
2. First family photo (CNY)
3. Black Friday lunch at hougang (but short of ling and qamarul)
4. CRMSC (best stopover)
5. Black Friday dinner at Marina Bay (but short of angel and boon)

Song Intro: Yue gui niu shen- SHE

Bu zhuo ni de peng you- SHE

2005-12-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

sun.. wore my CNY clothes to von's Xmas party.. sis helped me put on makeup.. the party is said to be semi formal.. contact lens making my eyesight blur.. er mo zai shen bian.. dinner.. chit chatting.. then up to the attic to play games.. murderer first.. a bit bored cos i didn't get the chance to be police and i only become murderer once.. so safe from alcohol.. bing bang boom.. newcomers joined.. so excited cos i thought finally i'm not going to be losing.. but.. even the newbies trick me.. drink drank.. carlsberg sucks totally.. hot, high, head to toe wobbly, slower reaction but more awake.. but SHE got attacked more.. lolx.. game ended early cos running out of beer.. not satisfied.. took mark's 7 sitter car to town.. my head's spinning.. and i think i did something wrong again unaware.. lolx.. told mark the wrong place to go.. walked, see lightings, photo taking.. went back to von's place at 4.30am.. sianz.. so early end fun.. couldn't really sleep cos the alcohol made me more awake.. in deep thoughts..

mon.. morning everybody don't wanna wake up.. brunch at hawker.. trying to find khaki to go k but none available.. slept all the way in bus back to yishun.. slacking at home now.. going to start working at gramophone at the Paragon this sat.. trying out first.. fun's over.. haiz..

Song intro: Bu zhuo ni de peng you- SHE

2005-12-25T10:14:00.000+08:00

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Ke xi bu shi ni- Liang Jing Ru

2005-12-25T09:10:00.000+08:00

fri.. yeah.. so happy today.. cos it's gonna be Xmas soon.. i'm damn hyper and excited.. morning break with kenny and von.. writing Xmas cards.. i think my Xmas card to kenny's the best.. lolx.. you know i know.. haha.. supported both lia's and gel's booth.. lolx.. too many friends in events liao.. die.. haha.. then sm came to visit me.. lolx.. brought her to km.. happy to see her.. managed to complete flash with a pro's help.. she really damn pro can.. lolx.. said merry Xmas to everyone i know.. damn excited and happy.. haha.. after sch, dage mad kenny and me took train.. gave kenny and mad 2 IQ questions and i'm impressed that kenny solved them all.. kenny i salute you.. lolx.. then me and mad shopped in town.. bought my flair skirt.. very nice.. then met von and lia.. bought Xmas hats.. wear them around town.. take pics.. lolx.. then kenny came, we 5 wear hat go take neo print.. and it's damn funny.. cos we are not prepared to take at all.. so the neos all very funny.. bought a flesh imp crown tee.. material very thin.. took the last train back.. damn hungry.. ate dinner plus supper..

sat.. party world at cwp with mum and sis.. difficult to control.. but sound system good.. room bigger.. drinks and food portion bigger.. but cannot extend singing.. songs wise quite okay lor.. still prefer k box cos ppl like me who loves to sing will never think it's enough.. haha.. we sang lots of old songs and hokkien songs cos of my mum.. lolx.. shopped at cwp.. met dad to eat at restaurant again.. damn full.. bought my cosmetics.. can't wait for tml.. my new blog is complete.. yes.. just waiting for more pics to slot in.. haha.. i want more pics.. i want more k..

sun.. Merry Xmas everyone!! actually don't know should i be happy or not after Xmas ends today.. but i'll surely enjoy this Xmas.. to the fullest.. cos next year's Xmas might be different..

Song intro: Ke xi bu shi ni- Liang Jing Ru

Gao Mei- Gigi Leong

2005-12-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

wed.. contented about what my supervisor say to us.. sorry SC mates cos i lend the christmas tree without your consent.. went to marina square instead with mad.. very big man.. haha.. quite a good place to shop.. and the k box there looks really attractive.. haha.. come jio me to k.. if you don't mind my sick voice.. haha.. cos i'm still sick.. i surely can't reach high notes..

thurs.. sick.. freezing cold.. damn damn bored at KM.. though i need to do lots of flash.. but it's just extremely sianz.. and complicated.. i rather do videos than flash.. regret.. lolx.. i should have gone to dmsm.. seems fun.. life is meaningless at km.. haha.. yeah Christmas coming.. hope that the plan can go on as planned.. finished watching a date with the vampire 3 in school today.. the ending sucks.. don't understand at all.. really very diao.. a new year coming, so my blog will be changing too haha.. the links to the videos i've made, can work le.. but cannot be viewed in sch.. saw Filzah today.. things have changed..

Song intro: Gao Mei- Gigi Leong

Da she tou- Wu Ke Qun

2005-12-21T10:31:00.000+08:00

tues.. sick.. sianz.. planned for the weekends already.. will be slacking with angel, shevon, sen first during christmas eve.. then after that all gather at kenny's house to sleep and chill.. next day then go von's godfather house party.. sleepover till monday.. hope everything will go on smoothly ba... after sch went to town with von.. subway attitude sucks.. but food good and portion big.. shopped at far east.. found a lot of nice nice flair skirts but couldn't decide on which one to buy.. cannot find tops.. go shaw collect von's levi's jeans.. then headed to paragon to collect von's sim card.. town very crowded.. got to know von more from this 'date'.. haha..

wed.. still sick.. damn sianz at KM.. very quiet here.. everybody's doing their own things.. hey KM mates.. get the party started man.. lolx.. dead.. later i want to buy my skirt.. hope to get some tops.. and a pair of heels.. can't wait for weekends.. can't wait for our oic to get the black friday t shirt made.. cool huh.. haha.. it's like more than 1 year liao right? lolx.. get it done before next year's first black friday.. but i think the credits should all go to Kenny our oic.. haha.. good job.. get well soon ling, lia and me.. cheer up bro.. i'm still in the midst of the process.. should be able to fully process it after Xmas.. thanks for all your advices..

Song intro: Da she tou-Wu ke qun

Tian Hui- SHE

2005-12-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

sun.. doing some spring cleaning.. met mad in bugis to shop for new year clothes.. nothing interest me.. only bought a topshop top.. i still like the white one.. haha.. but it's quite common la, white.. went home late.. vexed.. sick.. slept at 2am cos watching tv..

mon.. sick.. first day at KM.. slack.. but actually got work to do.. just don't feel like starting.. feeling hungry the whole day.. relieved.. hope can find new year clothes in town tomorrow.. i still need 2 bottoms, 1 top, a pair of heels.. cosmetics.. still considering.. had to cancel tonight's stayover.. sad.. don't know still got time to meet up with them or not.. get well soon chunying, weiling, angelia and myself.. haha.. cheer up bro..

Song intro: Tian Hui- SHE

So far away- JS & Zhang Zhi Chen

2005-12-18T11:15:00.000+08:00

sat.. last night's dinner, all of us are well dressed.. but we had a terrible seat.. our table is right in front of the speaker and surrounded by smoke from the joss sticks and smokers.. but the food were great.. very full.. but was quite bored there.. well.. when the bidding starts, everything starts to get interesting.. my dad bid a statue for 388 bucks.. damn huge.. we have to carry it home.. lolx.. my aunt bid on a very cute twin pig which is 488 bucks.. ours aren't the most interesting ones cos not a lot of people fighting with us.. my uncle's ones are the most exciting one.. it started of with a 4 digit figure.. and it ended with a 5 digit sum.. OMG!! lolx.. the item bid was 11,118bucks.. everyone clapped and cheered when the deal is settled.. that is not the only bid from his family.. there are about 3 more i think.. so i think they bid for more than 20,000 bucks.. whao.. the highest bid for the whole dinner was a real crocodile.. said to be blessed.. guess how much was it.. 59,999.90.. what the.. lolx.. businessman.. rich people..

going to do something after Xmas.. meanwhile, i hope to clear some doubts.. and i need some time.. though it might take a long time..

Song intro: So far away- JS and Zhang Zhi Chen

Zhen ai- 183 club

2005-12-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

sat.. videoing in process.. if you guys were wondering what was the result for my singing audition.. well as i have expected, i didn't get in.. but soe kuan did.. i knew she could make it to the finals.. only she made it from CRMSC.. jia you wor..

sun.. videoing in process..

mon.. rehearsal at LTC2.. turned out to be party for us.. lolx.. we are all snatching the mike and playing.. quite cool being the host.. haha.. after sch took cab with my sis and her stead to coasta sands.. my cousin's bday party cum chalet.. bbqing there and be chef.. lolx.. sweaty and tired.. feel quite left out there luckily mad's call acc me.. lots of people went to my cousin's party.. her friends a bit no initiative.. feel a bit dumb when taking the initiative.. when we sang the birthday song for her, she squat down and cried.. think she's really touched ba.. slept all the way in bus.. tired..

tues.. rehearsal at LTC2.. get well soon ling and kenny.. we've got so many sick people in BF.. and ling.. my dear sister.. please take good care of yourself and don't make us worry.. jack and lia.. hope that both of you would cheer up.. let's have a k box and you know i know session.. haha..

wed.. CRM seminar.. turns out to be a makeover session for me.. lolx.. the girls in the stopover had fun helping me do make up.. and i think i look different.. very scary actually.. don't dare to see myself in the mirror.. the eye liner is too thick, too ghotic.. the blusher is too much, like monkey backside.. HAHA.. but there were 2 comments I got.. i look different.. i look pretty.. too me.. i look absurd.. well.. overall the CRM seminar is a success.. i didn't help much this time round cos i was pms-ing.. only did the multimedia, registration and photo taking.. did the video till 1am.. tired..

thurs.. rushing projects today.. brought all my sports attire.. but the exercise was cancelled.. wore my new mini skirt today.. and it's freaking short.. at least for me.. very hard to sit properly.. still guessing my mystery friend using the elimination thingy.. and come to a conclusion that 50/50 is David.. sneak home early with soe kuan cos need to finish video and i'm damn tired..

fri.. last day at CRMSC.. I will miss all of them man.. nobody cried but the party was ok.. the 2 videos i did for them.. they like it.. i'm glad.. lots of food to eat- KFC, pizza hut, wedges.. we even held a 'wedding'.. lolx.. had cake and sparkling water.. we did the pyramid with the cups then open pur so called 'champagne' and pour it down.. lolx.. in the end, we left the place dirty.. not much games played, not much pictures took.. the girls vs the guys games.. girls lost.. but we are all united.. my mystery friend is really David.. he bought me a shawl but only that the color a bit ghotic.. ya his style ma.. haha.. got lots of christmas gift.. heliyanto didn't really like the adidas perfume i bought.. sad.. after that went to jeju with my sis and bee.. eat till very full.. shopping halfway at bugis street then kenny called.. ask me go back yishun watch 'king kong' lolx.. so have to ps my sis and cousin.. managed to reach in time at GV.. the 3h show.. touching, gross, funny, awesome.. quite worth the 9.50 la.. but i was covering with my shawl all the while.. luckily my shawl's translucent.. ended at 12.40pm.. thank you mad, kenny and qiang for escorting me home.. actually you guys don't have to do that.. tired..

sat.. new com came.. now me and my sis can chat together.. haha.. but that com seems old.. tonight going for dinner..

Song intro: Zhen ai- 183 club

Paper- Daphne Khoo

2005-12-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

mon.. slacked.. russell peters craze.. lolx.. missed it..

tues.. went to doc to cure my eyes with mum.. met bee to acc her to khatib for interview at new york pizza.. pathetic pay.. guessed it.. went back home.. slacked.. head of to cwp, bee's grandma house then bee's house.. got tortured.. lolx.. seng song with my sis and bee to help out in bee's bbq planning.. home..

wed.. back to sch.. slack as usual.. very heavy breakfast.. then headed for lunch with bo and pai.. courting death.. feel like merlion the whole day.. totally pronounced dead.. after sch.. mad, jack, kenny headed for pay.. dinner was nice but spoiled by my useless stomach.. final destination seems cool but i'll be killing myself if i watch it..

thurs.. still feel sick and dead.. pd 1 and 2 at CRMSC.. nobody's in the mood to start filming.. think i'll have a busy week before friday.. haiz.. fondue is nice but.. you know i know.. sianz.. not persuasive but easily persuaded.. for a good course i don't mind.. should have more of these meaningful events.. weight of chicken made me excited.. nothing better to do.. met jiakhee at cck.. jalan bahtra guides camp.. super duper ulu and dark.. it's just beside the cemetries.. can't even see my hands in the cab.. luckily a nice taxi driver is willing to drive us to and fro.. thanks..

fri.. feeling better.. biscuits for sharity box.. hope that i could help even more but not enough money.. totally broke.. filming starts.. fun.. but not good enough.. still got lots lots of things to do.. weekends packed.. but don't have any creative ideas.. give me some inspirations man.. if not i'll never finish my work.. hope that dage and company will have fun at china black.. too bad due to numerous reasons, couldn't join them..

Song intro: Paper- Daphne Khoo

Ai mei- Yang Cheng Ling

2005-12-05T09:15:00.000+08:00

sat.. went to grandma house.. use my uncle's laptop.. cool.. haha.. took uncle's cab home..

sun.. lolx.. got a very funny thing to share with all of you.. today my sis, dad and me decided to go to sun plaza to eat dim sum.. so we decided to take a cab there.. my dad board the front seat then me and my sis tried to open the back door but it wa locked.. when we tried to tell my dad that we couldn't open the door.. guess what.. THE CAB DROVE AWAY!!!! lolx... HAHAHAHAHAHA... me and my sis were stunned down there and laughing like hell.. it's so embarrassing.. the worse part is my dad don't even know that we are gone and still continuing talking to us as if we are behind him.. haha.. then my sis called my dad then he turned back to come and fetch us.. lol... star awards.. like the part when zoe tay tease fann wong and christopher lee.. damn funny.. haha.. shocked that kim ng, chen feng ling and li jing mei is out of the top 10 fav artiste.. especially kim ng.. if my eyes don't recover by friday, think i'll not go to dage's celebration ba.. sob..

i want jean skirt..

i want tube dress..

i want lattern skirt..

i want flair skirt..

i want more tops..

i want parties..

i want my eyes cured..

i need a job..

i need money..

Song intro: Ai mei-Yang Cheng Ling

You found me-Kelly Clarkson

2005-12-02T14:43:00.000+08:00

wed.. if you guys are wondering how did my audition go, i didn't perform well.. last minute i change my song to another song which i just learnt but i like alot.. but still enjoy the moment.. i wasn't nervous at all.. the 3 judges are all professionals.. only one of them looked up at me when i sing.. but for soe kuan, i think she caught the 3 judges notice.. results will be out via email or the notice board outside students affair.. think i cannot get in.. haha.. think i better stay in kbox to sing.. haha..

thurs.. projects.. can't wait for the night... haha.. kenny, SHE and me go town first.. then meet dage and mad.. galilee and friends.. cool.. haha.. FINALLY there's a black fri gathering... played murderer.. i can't be a murderer cos i don't know how to wink.. ok i know that sounds dumb.. but i'm quite a successful police.. haha.. then SHE left, jack came.. the rest of us went to blue stars to chill and drink.. that place is ravishing... love that place.. drink a bit of jim bean.. felt a bit hot.. but i'm still steady.. haha.. took train home with jack.. listening to his stories all the way.. then took cab from the mrt station.. that uncle very good.. i a bit dizzy then never really see the road.. so i paid more.. but then when reach my block, he ensured that i reach home liao then he left.. nice uncle.. happy thursday night.. hope that i can go next fri..

fri.. tired.. took cab to school.. female taxi driver.. board the cab and said 'as fast as possible'.. i didn't buckle seat belt cos i was behind.. but then when she starts to drive, i decided to fasten the seat belt.. lolx.. ica presentation.. steady and smooth.. great.. i got into my first choice KM with soe kuan.. yeah.. haha.. ling in fsrc.. mad and dage CRM.. jo, lia and gel events.. qiang Bpos.. von Mrc.. the others i don't know.. lunch went to pizza hut with CRMSC mates.. total 10 ppl.. cool.. haha.. can't wait for christmas party at CRMSC.. haha.. of cos also the one at von's house.. waiting for my clique chalet also.. haha.. should i organise my pri sch one.. em..

twisted my right wraist..

right eye still red..

happy to be in km..

sad that i'm leaving CRMSC..

great experience at the audition..

pray for more gatherings..

more photos please..

Song intro: You found me- Kelly Clarkson

Ku bu chu lai- Zhang Hui Mei

2005-11-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

mon.. kbox with jinyong, sheena, soekuan at amk.. totally envy sheena and soekuan's voice.. their voice are those power type.. received a new project at 5pm due tomorrow.. what the.. very busy.. STB project which suppose to be done by another stopover.. we always help to clean backsides.. haha.. slept at 1am..

tues.. doing and rushing the project.. sianz.. received my first ever warning letter in my life for lateness.. luckily this stopover finishing.. nervous about tomorrow.. wish me luck..

wed.. i am terribly nervous now.. those who read my blog if you notice i have been writing this for quite some time.. 'pursuing my dream'.. i finally got the courage to do so.. i'm pursuing my dreams today at the forum.. audition at 2pm.. soekuan, sheena, elfi, dorence and me joined the orion singing competition.. only my stopover people, my sis and my best friend sm knew about this.. didn't tell the rest cos i scared if i don't get in, it will be damn embarrassing and i will lose my confidence ba.. cos i really love singing.. but of cos i won't give up singing if i didn't get in.. just disappointed.. and i get really nervous if i see familiar faces to support me.. but of cos i would love to have support from my friends.. no matter what the results will be.. i still love singing.. the song i'm going to sing later is liang jing ru's wei wo hao.. sheena singing ji de by zhang hui mei while soe kuan is singing mei li de wu hui by sammi.. i think both of them will definitely get in.. they are really good.. but there's like quite a lot of people participating in the solo section.. haiz.. tomorrow night is black friday's gathering.. hope that it will be fun.. can't wait for tomorrow.. but all my sisters not going.. i'll be the only one from BJP ba..

Song intro: Ku bu chu lai- Zhang hui mei

Mei li de wu hui-Sammi

2005-11-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

sat.. went to cwp with dad and sis.. they watching harry potter and having lunch there.. no money eat lunch so tag along.. lolx.. father's treat to restaurant.. then headed down to cine with mad to return uniform.. officially quit that slavery job.. haha.. well need to look for a new one.. shopped.. no money to buy clothes.. sianz..

sun.. acc my sis cut her hair.. then met sj, sm and kel to cine.. shop.. then watch harry potter at cine.. COOL!! love that movie man.. feel like collecting all the series.. this time round the movie had more excitement and gross scenes.. and it's so sad that the guy died.. harry potter cried so sadly till i feel his sadness.. damn sad.. the ending was quite abrupt also.. i want more harry potter.. haha..

pursuing my dreams..

big day coming..

eyes sensitive..

harry potter craze..

k box mood..

chalet mood..

clubbing mood..

outing mood..

dolling up mood..

Xmas mood..

revive my clans please..

Song intro: Mei li de wu hui-Sammi

Wan Zhen-Sammi

2005-11-26T09:48:00.000+08:00

wed.. went for second interview for the lab assistant job.. noticed that every girl in my clique puts make up except me.. everyone is more lady like but i'm still at my original position.. haha.. people start to ask me why aren't i putting any make up.. er... good question.. cos i don't have any make up and most importantly i DON'T KNOW how to use them.. lolx..

thurs.. Happy birthday Ameer.. the girls all got caught by the lecturer at the opposite stopover eating ice cream.. cos it's ameer's bday then we celebrate.. admin card confiscated.. but our kind and motherly Ms Ho once again let us off.. love her lots.. haha.. watched 'what a girl wants' in sch.. after school it's k box time!!! me and soe kuan went to amk k box to sing from 7pm to 11pm.. this is the first time i sing got pressure.. lolx.. soe kuan's voice is damn power.. and pro.. soe kuan i salute you.. lolx.. haha.. but it's real fun la though only 2 person..

fri.. wore semi formal.. and bcos of that marks got deducted.. ass.. went for the musical at theatre for the arts.. though there's some flaws but i think overall they did a good job.. it's quite funny la.. especially the Gucci cum retard.. haha.. feel so happy there cos almost all BF members were present though we weren't sitting together.. after school went to old woodlands with my sis and mum.. finally bought my hp.. though i still miss my samsung D500c.. but i must move on right.. haha.. nokia 6670.. functions similar to nokia 7610.. this time round i'll be VERY careful.. and all my dear friends please please help me to be real careful.. i can't afford to lose a hp again..

pursuing my dreams..

clans pronounced dead..

miss classical..

seeking makeup advisors..

eyes sensitive..

seriously need cash..

trying hard to break the silence..

Song intro: Wan Zhen-Sammi

Reaching for heaven-Diana DeGarmo

2005-11-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

tues.. projects.. bing bang boom and number game again at CRMSC.. watched "Ice Princess" at CRMSC with the others.. lolx.. cinema.. we watch tv everyday somemore.. the next batch coming to our stopover should be very fortuante.. cos we set the tv for them, songs inside the coms... but then.. of cos there's cons la.. hehe.. shh.. but i'll never ever forget the times i have here.. went for interview with soe kuan at Bpos.. decided to take up the lab assistant job.. which will need us to commit for half a year ba.. lolx.. haven't done a job for more than 4 months before.. just let nature take its course ba.. back to CRMSC, manage to trick sheena and shid.. lolx.. real funny.. cos 5.50pm, the door at the secret room will be locked, then we locked the front door, close the lights and everything and hide at the side of the walls.. HAHAHA.. then they thought we all left without them and their bags are still in the room.. they nearly called the lecturer for help.. haha.. ok.. back at home, mum told me about the part time job at motorola.. work for 3 weekends (6 days), sat 8am-8pm sun 8pm-8am... 6 days work i get to earn 700 plus.. SHOULD I PIA? lolx.. then my mum ask me want to get second hand phone or not.. Samsung E530 ($390) or E750 ($400).. should I? full set..

Song intro: Reaching for heaven-Diana DeGarmo

I believe-Honey Soundtrack

2005-11-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

sat.. went to bishan with sm to the "xiao yuan superstar".. did get to see kelly, jun yang, xin huay... though not close up.. the students at the audition.. some were really good.. some funny.. and notice A LOT of people singing "Yi shi de mei hao" and "zhu wo sheng ri kuai le".. and the people who sang these, all did not get in.. after that went to bugis with my sister.. my sis bought me a white knitted shrug for my belated birthday gift.. i bought myself a purple shawl for only 5 bucks.. took the pierre cardin wallet from lia.. Thanks lia.. then went to Mr Kim's korean restaurant to have dinner.. WHAO!!!! FULL HOUSE.. we didn't have seats and we wanted to leave.. haha.. but then Mr Kim don't let us go.. haha.. so we have to pathetically sit at the corner.. but the food's good.. especially my favourite kim chi soup.. me and my sis even helped them to clear the tables cos they were shorthanded.. that's why Mr Kim actually didn't want to take the bill.. but in the end, we still gave him some money..

sun.. went for a haircut.. er... i look like a doll.. i don't know if it's nice or not.. but i just look different.. haha.. then went to my grandma house.. happy that my uncle like the pierre cardin wallet from me and my sis.. ate curry.. gosh.. my grandma's curry's nice but.. i'm trying to 'jie kou'.. so ATTENTION to all my dear friends out there.. stop me from eating spicy food, sweet stuffs, cold drinks... PLEASE HELP ME!!!

mon.. monday blues.. woke up late.. i'm going to get warning letter soon.. gosh.. i spoiled my favourite pair of earrings.. i feel sick.. headache and feel like vomitting.. i always kana this kind of symptoms.. going to k box with my stopover mates this thursday night.. wednesday black fri gathering cancelled.. so i'm going out with my mum to hopefully choose and get a new phone.. sunday watching harry potter with sm and gang.. oh yes finally saw ling today.. huggs.. think it's project all the way now.. my next stopover.. first choice should be angel's km.. then lia & von's dmsm ba.. after so much work at CRMSC, need a break.. but i guess a workaholic like me will find work every where i go.. haha..

dreaming of you..
head splitting..
clubbing mood..
chilling mood..
outing mood..
chalet mood..
watching what i eat..
project run away..
seeking jobs..
giving up dreams..

Song intro: I believe-Honey Soundtrack

Crazy-Simple Plan

2005-11-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

fri.. woke up late.. no mood to start the projects.. enjoying the slacky times.. bing bang boom all the way at CRMSC.. never kana today.. heng.. enjoy seeing them kana.. lolx.. finally i don't need to kana.. maybe bcos they are still beginners so they more easy to kana than me.. even the supervisor joined us with the game.. lolx..then she also kana.. but then i starting to get bored of the game liao.. they still high.. haha.. it's more exciting playing with black friday la.. cos they all so fast.. miss them lots.. joined the tep game today.. borrow sharon's shoes.. teamed up with angel, asilah, jone, heliyanto.. angel very good listener.. haha.. i bad listener.. but we won la.. yeah.. 30th nov here i come.. don't know what stopover to choose..

pursuing my dream..

waiting for outings..

still thinking of new hp..

drifting away from each other..

hoping for black fri solo pics..

finding jobs..

preparing christmas gifts..

letting nature take its course..

Song intro: Crazy-Simple Plan

Fa ru xue-Jay Chou

2005-11-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

wed.. ghost stories in CRMSC caused me to have goosebumps.. alone at home.. rushing report.. got freak out all of the sudden by Ms Ho's true ghost story.. went on msn to chat with sm to cool down my nerves.. lolx..

thurs.. photo taking day at CRMSC.. got so high with my camera and went round taking photos with every single one there.. haha.. but there's one pic when i take with Elfi made me real embarrassed.. we stood up to take, he hold the camera.. and it turned out that pic only can see him.. OMG!! ok i admit i'm short.. almost every pic, the person i'm taking with must qian jiu me and sit down.. lolx.. fine.. got my secret friend.. ok it's a guy.. but don't know what to buy for him sia.. think he has got everything already.. wonder who is draw me as his or her secret friend.. played games till the whole CRMSC got sooooooo high... everyone was laughing non stop.. first we played 'zhong ji mi ma'.. i kana the no. 2 bcos of stupid jin yong.. haha.. sort of sabo me.. then i introduce 'bing bang boom' to them.. whao.. lolx.. kana 3 times myself.. but i wasn't the loser.. haha.. but i all used truth.. lolx.. cos their dares are really.... haha.. but my last truth almost killed me.. luckily i never kana anymore.. heliyanto turned on the tv at CRMSC.. cool.. lolx.. like second home.. home alone again.. this week the third time eating dinner alone and home alone.. wanna jio friends out but all not free.. whenever i can go out at night, my friends all cannot.. lolx.. nvm.. tomorrow no need to wear formal.. miss ling.. 3 days never see her already.. hope can take more pics with my friends..

Song intro: Fa ru xue-Jay Chou

Hei se mao yi- Jay Zhou

2005-11-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

tues.. went for fortune telling.. whao... he is damn accurate.. he helped me calculate twice.. once is my love life and the other is my entire life.. the first one isn't accurate cos i wasn't focus at all.. but the second about my entire life is... this is what it's about.. whatever i can remember la..
My character:
- Pessimistic
- Tends to think a lot
- Too easy-going (shui bian), everything also anything
- I'm good in one to one talking cos i know my what to say and what not to say
- I'm quiet when i'm in a group
- I'm not a out-going type of person (very 'nei xiang')
- I'm not someone who is into power or vying for it
- I'm a stubborn person, people ask me to change I will not
- Relationship (friends, family.....) is everything to me
- Always trying to find happiness (my main priority in life)
- I always hope to have someone to care, to concern about me, to love me [something I don't want to admit to the people around me.. so when he said this out, i feel very paisei]
- To me, one relationship that will last forever is enough already
- I'm quite good with my work
- I don't like responsibilities
My future:
- I will have a stable job but to get a promotion it'll be hard
- I won't have much problems with health
- I won't have much problems with money
- My relationship with guys will decrease

Yup that's all.. feel like asking him to calculate something else but his always fully booked with appointments.. busy person.. but then he seems to be very tired and exhausted.. so don't know should approach him again or not.. movie at jack's house cancelled cos his grandma's in hospital.. hope that she's ok.. i'm bored.. in the midst of changing..

Song intro: Hei se mao yi-Jay Zhou

Jing zi-Wu ke qun

2005-11-15T14:10:00.000+08:00

tues.. everything seems fine today.. hope it'll be better at the later part of the day.. currently at angel's stopover waiting for the fortune teller.. angel's out.. i look so outcast here.. was so happy just now.. quite surprise that almost the whole of black friday came to fetch me to lunch.. lolx.. well.. at that point of time, i'm like a little kid who is happy to see my mum to come and fetch me home.. later at night going to watch "chicken little" at jack's house.. dvd from soe kuan.. 16th, which is the last day of my CRMSC stopover, we'll be having an advance christmas party.. yeah.. hope to have more with my other cliques..

Song intro: Jing Zi-Wu Ke Qun

Feng-Jay Chou

2005-11-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

sun.. finished my report early.. went to bugis with my dad and sis.. sort of have some unhappy stuffs.. but cannot differentiate who is right or wrong.. but my dad said something quite true.. we owe 'him'.. i think that's another responsibility on me.. bought a white bag, a hello kitty red purse for me, a emily wallet for someone, christmas cards and booked another pierre cardin wallet from lia for my uncle as christmas gift.. it's X.. 73 bucks but after discount, with me and my sis going on dutch.. so.. still affordable.. i think i got too high early.. christmas still long way.. but i'm prepared.. thinking of what gifts to buy liao.. hope that i can meet up with friends everywhere this christmas.. black friday, clique, sec clique, pri clique, motorola clique...

mon.. still sick.. report day at CRMSC.. plus photo taking session.. lolx.. we are like taking photos everyday like our last day at the stopover.. feel great cos i got my full CRMSC photo.. hope to expect more.. i'm bored.. no outings coming.. sianz..

in deep thoughts
touched by someone's story..
embarrassed by someone's words..
remorseful to the people i owe favours..
bored by my daily life..
tired of missing people..
sick of being sick..
contented that i can help people..
excited about imaginary coming up events..
uncertain about certain things..
sourcing for new income..
awaiting for dreams to come true..

Song intro: Feng-Jay Chou

xiang xing wei lai- Dong jing yue tuan

2005-11-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

sat.. woke up.. more and more sick.. flu, coughing, sore throat, headache, dizzy, no voice.. discovered something a few days ago, haven't told anyone yet.. still considering whether to say or not.. cos don't want people to think that i'm making a big fuss about it.. but then.. it looks serious.. nvm.. went to fetch soe kuan to my house.. project.. yesterday we even worked OT till 7pm in sch.. don't know we so pia for what.. haha.. but then when responsibility comes, no choice.. couldn't find anyone to replace me to work tomorrow morning but i just told Ryan liao.. sorry ryan.. need to rush out my report.. but i too giddy to think.. STOP SPINNING HEAD!! going to be busy very soon.. planning gatherings and stuffs.. after the Canon project, there's personal selling.. then another project coming to CRMSC also.. why Charles and Keith not coming? lolx.. nvm.. Os and As should be finishing soon.. HANG ON!!!!

i miss you

miss your help..

miss your voice..

miss your blur...

miss your color..

miss your essence..

miss your talking..

miss your looks..

miss your eyes...

miss your clothes..

miss your smile....

miss your hair...

miss your crap..

miss your company..

miss your height...

miss your laughter..

miss your sacarsim..

miss your adorable..

miss your studious..

Can you figure out who are the people i'm referring to? HAHA

Song intro: Xiang Xing Wei Lai-Dong Jing Yue Tuan

Wo bi xiang xiang zhong ai ni-JS

2005-11-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

thurs.. sick... extremely cold.. went around borrowing jacket.. but then in the end, need to rely on my pathetic shawl.. after sch went to ps with mad to watch 'Just like heaven'.. EXCELLENT MOVIE!!! don't mind watching again.. haha.. it's a touching love comedy.. bought a pink skirt at 'little match girl'.. still considering whether to buy the bag.. cos it's cheap.. and i like 2 of their designs.. haha.. still cannot decide on what phone to get but need to get it asap.. my mum's phone cannot make it.. especially when making calls.. lolx.. tired.. very unwell...

fri.. more sick.. more cold.. screwed up my presentation.. my worst presentation.. think i look like an idiot today.. took pics in CRMSC.. going to take more on mon.. hope can la.. know 2 magicians today.. they are great.. haha.. really amazing.. they are really like professional magicians.. trying to rush out my report.. think my weekends gone liao.. but sun still got work.. how sia.. i'm sick and i need to rush out my report.. anybody want to replace me to work? haiz.. but i want to work lehz.. cos.. haiz.. think i need to see how it goes tomorrow liao..

Song intro: Wo bi xiang xiang zhong ai ni-JS

Shan Hu Hai- Jay Chou

2005-11-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

tues.. mystery shopping in town.. went early so end early.. shop with soe kuan.. then too bored again.. went back sch slack.. tomorrow onwards report all the way.. sianz..

wed..
played pictionary and practically is the sole loser in my stopover.. lolx.. after almost 30 rounds, i manage to guess my first correct answer.. just like how i always lose in bing bang boom.. fine.. i'm not good at all these games.. haha.. falling sick.. all the best to everyone taking As and Os..

conflicts and boundaries formed which are polluting my entire life.. i hate it when things always turn out this way.. disharmony and people starts to be calculative.. but then i know it's not fair to blame them because they are not at wrong.. hope that the whole atmosphere will change soon.. isolation and signs of spliting clans seems to be taking place or i can say have already taken place without knowing it.. i stepped into nobody's island.. practically giving up everything for nothing.. everyday i miss you, you , you and more and more of you.. whenever i close my eyes, i see you and you and you, everywhere it's still you... the more i'm running away, the more i will think of you.. it's like gravity.. i'll be pull back down to earth.. everyday i hope, i hope that you you and you would turn back and take a look at me.. look at this silly and stupid little me..

Song intro: Shan Hu Hai- Jay Chou

I think I- Byul

2005-11-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

sat.. actually want to go korean there eat but today someone booked the whole place for a 60 ppl party.. so.. in the end, went to cwp's jack's place with my dad.. eat till very full.. bought 2 formal top at Osmose.. think that their formal wear quite trendy and nice.. still deciding on my blazer.. went to my mum's malay friend house to eat.. i think it's my 2nd time there.. food nice.. haha.. heard news about char's grandma.. char.. your grandma has just left to a very peaceful place called heaven.. it's a place where there's no sorrows, no seperation.. we'll meet her there some day.. then by that time, you'll never leave each other again.. she'll be there looking over you so you must live life to your fullest k?

sun.. went to town with my sis and dad.. eat at the royal hotel opposite far east plaza.. i wear till like i'm going to clubbing today.. only that i didn't put make up and wear contacts.. lolx.. don't know why just feel like dolling up today.. bought my blazer at Osmose.. after that went to bugis street.. shopped.. kind of miss every single one..

mon.. small hari raya party at my stopover.. the malay's made lots of things.. haha.. i think best is the kueh tu pat and pineapple tart.. haha.. still got 1 bottle of coke left.. more parties to come? haha.. went to IMM for mystery shopping.. long journey back and fro.. but i can click with Huda.. got myself another Libra friend.. went to Gramophone at City Hall for interview with mad.. kind of like the working hours.. results will be end of this week.. FINALLY i get to kill my cravings for korean food.. haha.. yeah.. but things changed over there.. hope that mad liked the food there too.. went back to bistro to take my pathetic pay.. went home with my sis..

Song intro: I think I- Byul

Jian Jian Dan Dan-Lin Jun Jie

2005-11-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

tues.. deepavali holiday.. visit my uncle at hospital.. actually got lots to say to him but when i see him i just quiet down.. quite hard to take the initiative.. i feel quite comfortable with him actually.. cos his a nice uncle.. his good to my family..

wed.. mad did not come to sch today.. take care of your eyes mad.. eyes is the soul of the human.. ling and me eat cup noodles.. still uneasy.. especially when things doesn't seems to be the same anymore.. haiz worried.. kenny don't look so dead.. haha cheer up.. lia don't think too much..

thurs.. replace joleen or can i say mad and kenny to work at bistro.. sianz.. james happy to see me.. lolx.. ryan shocked and not really please to see me.. the newcomers there thought that i'm the newcomer.. lolx.. been an EXTREMELY BUSY day.. worked NON STOP.. maybe it's bcos i snatch most of the work to do myself.. needed it to clear my thoughts.. extremely hungry.. no food.. my working hours should be 2pm to 11pm.. but then they shorthanded AGAIN.. so promised to stay till closing.. but then couldn't stand the pain on my left shoulder and both legs.. my body moving, legs stopped working halfway till i nearly fell.. my legs have reached the maximum usage.. so i left at 12.. ryan first time said THANK YOU to me.. lolx.. LIN JUN JIE came.. i think that's the best thing at work.. but i too shy to serve him.. lolx.. but i did serve him banana split and he asked me for bill.. hehe..

fri.. mad couldn't make it again.. aftermath of yesterday's tedious work plus the new heels.. i rather sit the wheelchair.. walking in extremely slow speed.. even slower than the guys.. they are already slow enough.. one by one ppl pass by me.. even grannies... and whenever they pass me, they'll turn back and see my leg.. lolx.. damn pai sei.. even nyp's security guard came to ask me if i'm ok.. lolx.. can imagine how bad is it.. cos it's even slower compared to when i hurt my feet 2years ago.. had lunch with ling at secret room.. stopover don't even have half the ppl here today.. messed up all my spss.. redoing.. got cheated by kenny and qiang.. they tell me jack is in alexandra hospital cos he has dengue.. i was like quite worried and preparing to visit him.. cos they say they going to visit him later.. then they suddenly say he's alright, watching movie.. even when i left, i'm still blur whether he is in or not.. lolx.. till ling peck chek with me.. lolx.. haha.. i know i'm really slow in absorbing infos.. my friends around me are already quite patient with me.. lolx.. sometimes i don't undertsand i just laugh and let the things pass.. haha.. cos later i ask too much they will get impatient.. haha..

Song intro: Jian jian dan dan- Lin Junjie

Against all odds- Westlife & Mariah Carey

2005-11-01T08:36:00.000+08:00

mon.. never had a peaceful day yet ever since i turned 18.. went to sch.. but things don't seem to be the same anymore.. barriers.. hope that i'm thinking to much.. got rejected by mum about the stayover.. damn sad.. but nvm.. lunch time BJP gathered and chat.. found a cool secret place.. at funan, surveys completed.. therefore me and soe kuan ended early.. went to city link and shop with her.. she definitely loves pink.. haha.. home alone.. waiting anxiously for the answer.. i've never been so nervous and scared before.. i couldn't imagine the consequences.. and also how i would react.. i think i will be like one character in one of my favourite show.. huiping said before my character like her.. i think so too.. hope that my dear friend can bring me good news ba..

Song intro: Against all odds- Westlife & Mariah Carey

Hei yan quan-Luo Zhi Xiang

2005-10-30T11:50:00.000+08:00

To me, saying out who i like is just like asking me to end my life.. I cannot and don't wish to imagine what would happen if that person knows that i like him.. i just want to quietly and secretly continue to like that person until my feelings fade.. and i don't want to spoil the kind of relationship i have with him now.. and curiosity is not wrong.. i know the feeling of being curious and wanting to know the answer.. i don't know why just simply liking someone has lead to so much complication.. maybe it's because i always fall for the person in my clique ba.. if i have unintentionally hurt or implicate anyone because i like that guy, i would like to officially apologise...

sat.. made a police report for my lost of hp.. think i went to late ba.. should have gone to the police station straight.. still pinning some hope that i could find it back.. i know it's impossible.. but it's still good to imagine and dream right.. looking on the bright side.. that's what kenny tells me.. after that went to sakae sushi.. extremely full.. then watch 'transportter 2' with my dad and sis.. whao cool show.. like what jack says, that lead actor is like an ang moh jackie chan.. i know that my friends and family are trying to cheer me up.. well i'm trying hard to not let everyone worry liao.. i'm strong don't forget.. i won't fall so easily.. so thank you all..

sun.. Happy Birthday Angel.. hope you like the gift and celebration.. have been smiling and laughing though it's not from the heart.. give me some time.. i'll recover.. SUGGESTION!!! anyone wants a stayover.. haha.. went to grandma house.. then go k with my sis.. voice getting bad to worse.. my sis and mum ask me what's wrong with me lately.. diao.. tomorrow they go chiong.. though feel like going but nvm.. you guys enjoy.. need cash.. actually want to buy a new hp for mum after i bought that d500c.. but then now.. think have to wait ba.. i very long never touch and use hp liao.. having hp phobia.. useless right?

Song intro: Hei yan quan-Luo Zhi Xiang

Bu dong wo de xin-Luo Zhi Xiang

2005-10-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

fri..

Happy Advance birthday Angel.. acted as normal today.. smiled but actually feel like crying.. first thing mad and von asked me about my phone.. lied.. didn't want to spoil their mood.. i only told the CRMSC people.. haiz.. didn't go out today cos i need to do video for presentation.. but the video got no sound so we did a live talk show.. quite successful even though we didn't even practice cos the live talk show was last minute..

after school SHE, JQK, jo mad and me went to cine.. galilee friends.. bing bang boom cum truth or dare.. nearly kana truth but thanks to kenny jack and mad.. owe you guys.. thanks for saving my life.. but because of me, some of them kana.. paisei..

felt scared, worried and nearly cried when they say they will ask me that question.. hardly could breath.. haiz.. sen came.. cake came.. my 2 dares quite successful.. overall quite fun.. they say i drink root beer like drinking real beer.. i really feel like drinking real beer.. everything is like pressing me down and making me so depress.. i need to let it out.. couldn't cry.. nobody to beat to vent my anger at.. so only can drink.. sometimes even have the urge to lend something from jack or dage.. you know i know.. but i won't do it.. so i hope to drink ba.. come jio me and i'll acc you till the end..

Song intro: Bu dong wo de xin-Luo Zhi Xiang

Li Liang-Luo Zhi Xiang

2005-10-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

tues.. off today.. stayed in school with soe kuan.. i still prefer staying in sch.. went to south canteen to eat today.. clique shrinking.. moody.. think it's bcos of the weather ba..

wed.. went to KBT.. missed the days to sentosa.. stupid guys not gentlemen enough to let the girls take cab first.. we have to wait for so long for the next cab.. but then they are good enough to help us pay the fare first la.. sleepy.. not much surveys done cos not enthu at all.. funny thing is that the description that helianto made never appear.. haha.. released early, went to town meet mad.. watched flight plan.. cool.. great storyline.. marche's sausage very nice also.. bought my light pink blossom spag.. need to redeem at bugis..

thurs.. KBT again.. moody.. memory getting bad to worse.. everyday i'll forget something.. and it's always not one thing.. it's many things.. after work shopped at habour front for awhile.. still trying to find my formal shoes.. seriously need more formal wear.. then went to bugis alone.. saw u2 and g2000 sales.. went to try clothes.. and there goes my day.. frantically needed help.. i'm helpless and hopeless.. i'm an idiot, i'm stupid, i'm dumb, i'm an ass, i'm sotong, i'm silly, i'm useless..................... how can i ever forget that thing.. OMG..... i feel like killing myself.. i lost my handphone.. i couldn't remember where i left it.. and i'm clueless what have actually happen.. I CANNOT REMEMBER A SINGLE THING!!!!! i can throw away my brain man.. stupid aunties there laughing at me when i'm so scared...
another thing i find myself useless is i only can remember my house number and sm's hp number.. how dumb can i be... i'm extremely useless.. i'm lost.. i wanted to call for help.. the first person i thought of is my sis.. an elder sis approaching a younger sis for help.. how useless can i be.. and i couldn't remember her number.. i wanted to call mad.. but i couldn't remember her number either.. i didn't have a choice therefore i called sm.. cried.. then i finally remembered something.. i have their contacts with me.. so i tried to call mad.. but she didn't pick up... i called my sis.. my sis very worried.. so is my mum.. finally i decided to give up and go home.. i know it's lost.. on the train, i cried and cried.. i'm sad that i lose the phone but i cried not because of that... it's because i blame myself.. i think that i'm the worst person in the world.. i am not going to post this entry until i finish celebrating angel's birthday tomorrow.. don't wanna spoil the occasion.. i'll force myself to smile tomorrow and treat that nothing has happened..

Song intro: Li Liang-Luo Zhi Xiang

Zi wo cui mian-Luo Zhi Xiang

2005-10-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

sun.. trade in my T630.. bought D500C.. well.. hope i won't regret ba.. lots some contacts.. my sis change to 7610... well... still figuring and familiarising the phones.. haha.. went to grandma house.. hope that my uncle will get over it.. and carry on with life ba..

mon.. sch.. woke up at 8am today.. took cab.. sianz.. waste my money.. haha.. no choice.. wear formal.. went to funan with soe kuan and helianto.. very quiet there.. but manage to get almost 20 surveys.. so still ok.. miss all my friends every now and then.. haha.. still drowning in my happiness.. somebody save me please.. haha.. well i think that alcohol can really be bad at times.. and i don't really like alcohol.. it makes people do wild things.. so.. haha.. but without it, when playing games, i'll have to drink bottles of plain water.. though good for health but.. lolx.. i will vomit.. that's worse..

Song intro: Zi wo cui mian-Luo Zhi Xiang

2005-10-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

Special Thanks to...

Siming

Mad

Ling

Kenny

Jack

Qiang

HuiPing

Sis

Mum

Dad

AhJiao

XiaoYing

Charlotte

Liping

Kelvin

Shevon

Angelia

Angel

Joseph

Dage

Qamarul

Boon

Sharon

Sok Ying

CRMSC mates

Debbie

Huijun

Chai Ching

Filzah

Kay Ti

Yvonne

Gurseet

PeiYing

Jubjub

Sis friend

Tuo yan-Zhang Zhi Chen

2005-10-22T19:20:00.000+08:00

Friday 21st October 2005

Start of the day

Happy Birthday to me! went to school as usually excited and looking forward.. CRMSC mates sang me a birthday song.. so happy.. got gifts from sharon and sok ying, jo.. thanks... typing data whole day.. cold and falling sick.. ate two breakfast today.. cos after i order then i remember i ate at home le.. lolx.. so very full.. my friend say i eat for the sake of eating not because i hungry.. haha.. quite true.. after school dressed up with the girls.. von and ling help me put mild make up.. so weird.. wore tube and jeans.. walked in heels to amk.. took mrt down to marina bay.. eat dinner at zheng fa..

Zheng fa at Marina

short of 2 members angel and boon.. a bit disappointed but still thank black friday for making the effort to fulfil my dream.. they gave me a self made 'blackfriday 2006 calender'... so gan dong.. i LOVEEEEEEEEE the gift.. ate a lot cos von keep on feeding me.. haha.. didn't take much photo cos camera came late.. haiz.. never mind la.. there's always chance to take my full black friday pic.. set off to DXO at esplanade in jo's car..

DXO at Esplanade

18 bucks entry.. 2 complimentary drink.. excited.. furnishing very well done.. classy place to chill.. dance floor almost empty.. we sat at the open space.. tried sips of whisky dry, vodka, coke plus vodka.. but i dranks mostly orange juice.. bing bang boom.. me dage and jo kept losing ba.. haha.. after drinking kenny's 2 sips of don't know it's whisky dry or vodka, i feel a bit dizzy liao.. i know i'm bad at this.. head down to china black..

China Black

10 bucks entry with one drink.. lots of people there.. drank ribena plus vodka.. much better than the rest of the alcohol i drank.. head down to dance floor, super faint.. cannot see the rest mentally.. so was dancing alone all the while.. in my own world.. not happy there at all cos my mum's message to ask me back.. dad scolding my mum.. sianz.. should go home at around 2.30am but in the end left at 3.30am.. cos the songs behind or extremely cool.. reluctant to leave.. haiz.. sorry black friday.. spoiled your day.. pai sei... but there are also memorable things happening there too.. you know i know.. think i'll never forget ba..

End of day

rained when we came out of china black.. think i brought the rain ba.. god is sad for me too.. in jo's car, lia qiang jack and me tired.. jo got drenched.. hope his ok.. qiang kept on talking to me.. he keep on saying i'm drunk.. and i insist i'm not.. cos i know what i'm talking about just not very sure sometimes why i say the things.. when jack sent lia home and while the rest are waiting in the car, i suddenly open the door.. eh.. don't remember why i did that.. haha.. jo and qiang thought i wanna vomit.. lolx.. then they send me home.. qiang send me up.. when walking up the stairs, i need to use the wall to balance myself.. qiang ask me can walk or not.. lolx.. i can still walk straight la.. haha.. so am i drunk or not.. NO I'M NOT!! lolx.. just a bit seh.. luckily dad was asleep when i reach home.. so nothing happen..

sat.. slept at 4 plus.. woke up at 2 plus.. tired.. didn't go to work cos not feeling well.. sis replace me.. thanks.. had a weird and emotional day.. kept on crying.. sometimes it's bcos i thought of something, sometimes i just cry for nothing.. what is wrong with me sia.. don't know.. alone at home.. life's so boring without all my friends.. haiz..

Song intro: Tuo Yan-Zhang Zhi Chen

Liu lang di tu-Sun Yan Zi

2005-10-20T11:33:00.000+08:00

tues.. very tired.. afternoon took cab with lec and girls to sim lim.. started my mystery shopping.. quite easy and fast actually.. so completed and released early.. went to bugis street bought a bracelet for $3.90 only.. so kind of regreted buying that bracelet from bukit panjang.. then bought my earrings.. one black square one and one purple gilat round one.. after that miss BF13 went back to school to meet them..

wed... woke up early.. wore contacts.. went to sch... should be doing reports but slacked.. watch "a date with a vampire" the afternoon.. manage to finish only 31-38.. nvm.. shall continue tomorrow.. feel so bored.. after sch went to taka to meet sm, lp, kel, sj, cy and char.. ate at Ajisen.. very full.. very sleepy.. took lots of pics.. ate my small but cute cake.. sang a bday song.. but didn't get a full clique pic.. well think i'll have to wait again ba.. maybe i'll never get my wish.. it really sounds easy but quite difficult.. but i'm still happy that they helped me to celebrate.. really enjoyed it.. thanks for the red handbag from check.. haha.. really like it.. my day was then spoiled by a stupid zhang lang...

thurs.. woke up.. very dull and down day.. lately really think alot.. sianz.. feel like slowing down everything.. not excited at all about tomorrow.. actually quite excited.. but now... haiz.. been transferred to level 5 to do data entry.. well.. don't know if it's good or bad.. but i cannot watch my vampire show lor.. good thing is i go for my lunch break at 12.. so i can eat with them.. quite happy actually.. though only ling, JQK+Yi and me.. well what to do sia.. hope that everything will goon smoothly tml ba.. and ling can recover asap.. take care ling..

Song intro: Liu lang di tang-Sun Yan Zi

Guess

2005-10-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

Can you guess who is who? There are 12 Black Friday members and the others are from my sec clique... ignore the order of the description because i mixed it around so that it's more confusing.. haha.. answers are all on top of the description in black... so you need to highlight it to know if you guess correctly..
JACKSON

HE is someone who gave me support and a great friend who cares.. though his appearance doesn't seems to be this way as he likes to crap, lie, joke, scold vulgarities and more.. but he is considerate and a caring friend..

LIPING

SHE shares the same horoscope as me.. we often share the same thoughts and topics.. i think she is cute and quite bubbly.. she is getting prettier and prettier.. very long never see her... kind of miss her...

MADELINE
SHE is someone who never stops playing.. but at the same time she listens to me.. we like to laugh and share secrets together.. she'll give me true advices regardless on anything.. she helped me when i needed help.. we are open to each other.. so we can talk almost anything in the sun..

KELVIN

HE is another friend who likes to suan me.. ever since i start my friendship with him.. he never stops.. his straightforwardness is fun but at the same time sacastic.. nowadays he more and more zi lian.. lolx.. but his a good listener...

WEILING

SHE is someone who i can always complain too.. and she'll complain to me also.. she is someone who understands what i'm going true in my family and i understand hers too.. we always have matured talks.. haha.. is that true i don't know..

CHUNYING
SHE is someone who likes to talk and her laughter will always make my day brighter and livelier.. she is a great friend with weird thoughts but innovative at the same time too..

WEIQIANG

HE is someone who is sporty and very intelligent.. his last minute studies always manage to pass and sometimes even overshine me.. lolx.. like his bros, he likes to suan me also.. cos i always do the wrong things.. lolx...

SHUJIAO

SHE is someone who has weird and creative ideas.. she getting taller and slimmer every time i see her.. haha.. i will never forget the way she talks and her actions.. haha.. very caring and loyal friend... very jiang yi qi...

YIXIANG

HE is like a big bro to me.. taking care of me or us like little siblings.. he likes to crap and joke around also..

ANGELIA
SHE is someone who likes fantasy and dreams like me.. we share common interest in singing and she is a big sister to me.. we can click with each other especially when it comes to the entertainment topic..

JOSEPH

HE getting more and more crappy.. but he is as helpful as usual..

SHEVON
SHE is someone who is blur like me.. haha.. slow sometimes like me.. but she is very pretty and elegant.. i think she suits almost any type of style of fashion..

KENNY

HE is someone who is sauve and freaking tall.. but nowadays like to suan me cos i'm slow and blur.. but he is quite a gentlemen and a good friend too.. straightforward.. but i don't think he means it when he suan me right.. haha..

ANGEL
SHE is someone who is very caring and good towards old people.. she has her own thoughts and she always have stories to tell us.. like her stories..

MENGBOON

HE has a very charming smile and his skin color is very tan.. lolx.. quite cute when seeing him nervous.. haha..

SIMING

SHE is someone who is always there for more to listen to whatever sorrows i have.. she cares for me.. and we share quite a lot of things.. even though we seldom meet but our bond is still there.. we sort of understand and acknowledge each other.. she is the bestest pal i've ever had..

CHARLOTTE
SHE is quite chatty and very slim.. haha.. she is good in her studies and always possess a good attitude.. haha..

QAMARUL
HE has a very sexy voice and a very good listener.. very humorous guy...

Jing zi-Wu ke qun

2005-10-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

sat.. worked.. thought can get paid but.. haha.. went to bugis with mad.. saw von.. shopped.. feel sick cos of all the heaty stuffs and late night sleep lately..

sun.. went to grandma house.. bought a bracelet and shawl for club.. i've spent alot just for that night.. i'm really excited and looking forward to it.. hope the coming friday won't be disappointing.. but i'm more concerned that my friends around me enjoy that friday instead of me happy only.. don't want to let any of my friends or family unhappy in order to make me happy.. so people just make yourself happy..

mon.. first day of sch.. late.. fierce lecturer.. made new friends.. doing report and SPSS whole time.. my CRMSC quite fun but the group i'm in is more serious.. been chosen the group leader cos i said the wrong thing again.. lolx.. criteria of the leader is the most outstanding one.. first group's leader is the tallest.. so i just told the teachers "don't need to see i'm the shortest".. so they chose me as the leader.. i was like "SHIT".. lolx.. nvm.. whole day i missed every single member of black friday.. i'm the only one not having the same break with them.. sob.. but my new friend is nice.. after sch went to town with mad, kenny, qiang, jack, gel, lia and jo.. then marche.. bing bang boom.. lost again.. had real fun.. very happy.. tomorrow i'll be having my first job out as a mystery shopper at sim lim.. haiz.. all alone tomorrow.. good luck to me..

Song intro: Jing zi-Wu ke qun

Because I love you-Zhang Zhi Chen

2005-10-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

Just took a very accurate test.. it is to test your current mood..

TRY IT NOW!!!

This is my current mood...
At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. You are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.
You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has gone before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.
Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalize but you need to realize a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

Song Intro: Because I love you-Zhang Zhi Chen

Bai se hua yang- 5566

2005-10-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

thurs.. need to go for training at nyp at 9am.. in the end woke up at 9am.. took cab down.. taxi driver very sat.. i just say as fast as possible, he drove at 100km/h.. lolx.. i reached school at 9.15am.. you can see how fast he was.. lolx.. sleepy.. end early.. had lunch at nc with sharon, ling and tat wee.. then went to town meet mad.. then surprise to see von and lia with them.. haha.. so we all shopped.. bought shoes for clubbing.. and belt.. then went to work.. extremely tired and sleepy.. i'm all prepared to go clubbing next fri.. just need my mum to nod her head.. haha.. hope it'll be successful ba..

fri.. worked.. very busy day.. sleepy again.. very distracted today.. turning 18 soon then got a lot of thoughts.. i should be happy and excited right? but the more i think, the more i feel down and the more i don't feel like growing up.. just like the clubbing incident.. my responsibility "reacted" again.. turning 18 but my responsibilty never lighten.. instead it got heavier till i almost suffocate.. turning 18 but the problems never decrease.. and all these shit stuffs make me so stress.. haiz haiz haiz haiz... then what for i grow up.. i never get a day of rest off my responsibilities.. when can i ever break free.. i'm tired.. very.. haiz.. well life still have to go on... no choice..

Song intro: Bai se hua yang- 5566

Xing guang-SHE

2005-10-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

mon.. went shopping with my sis.. bought a top.. saw sly.. quite stunned..

tues.. woke up early pack bag.. went to cwp meet lia and jack eat lunch at long john.. took bus to hougang.. lost.. lolx.. think we'll be eliminated if we join amazing race.. haha.. meet kenny and gel for k box.. FUN!!!! though my voice sucks the whole day.. singing with no stamina and voice weird.. but didn't go off pitch.. sang solo, duets.. still in k craze after we leave to meet mad and von at serangoon.. went to chomp chomp to eat dinner.. ordered and share (so happy).. reached von's godfather's house.. made fondue.. haha.. got a deep cut on my left hand while helping to cut the apples.. extremely extremely painful but just endured till now.. feel very useless after that cos i didn't really help with the fondue making.. ate lots of things from the fondue.. played 'zhong ji mi ma' and 'bing bang boom'... ultimate loser cos of slow and blur reaction... especially 'bing bang boom'.. feel so bad cos some of the rounds i'm suppose to lose therefore drank with the losers too.. so in the end drank a whole lot of plain water cum a bit of heinken.. feel like vomitting and also dizzy don't know because i'm too sleepy or the heinken reacting.. slept at around 3.30am.. Thanks to all those concerned about me... a bit confused...

wed.. woke up early.. don't feel like going to school.. sleepy.. went back to nyp.. missed the days black friday sat in lecture room together.. too bad short of qama.. was assigned to crm with ling in tep but in different groups.. i should be located at 4th level while ling 1st.. mad going to i bid, jack to the flash thingy, kenny to events and management, dage to bpos, qiang and boon to fsrc, von and lia to the new stopover, gel at km, not sure about the rest.. have to go back school for training tomorrow and most probably on fri too.. sianz.. after briefing went to eat lunch at mac.. then went to bishan for movies with jack, kenny and mad.. not showing.. so went to cine to watch '40 year old virgin'.. M18.. so i sneaked in with jack first.. then mad and kenny come in.. heng ah.. haha.. if not i wasted my $$.. the show is funny, gross and dumb.. people who are horny will like it.. lolx.. after that slacked around town with kenny and mad.. ate a raspberry cheesecake.. confused.. haiz... suddenly got the urge to get drunk or go to clubbing on my birthday.. haha..

Song intro: Xing guang-SHE

In the morning- Lee Ryan

2005-10-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

sat.. slacked at home.. aftermath of sentosa... BAD!!!! lolx...

sun... worked.. sianz.. very very very sleepy.. and feeling sick.. headache.. but tried all the ice cream i wanna try.. hehe.. then got a supreme lunch.. thanks to jason.. parents and sis came to fetch me.. haha.. after work went to celebrate my birthday at royal hotel.. eat steamboat.. though it's a hotel but not high class at all.. so lok kok.. very very full.. got mesmerized by Samsung D500C... cool phone.. haha.. feel like buying this or Samsung D700.. still considering..

mon.. just woke up.. no more chalet.. cos cannot book.. still hope that got outing or stayover ba.. of cos k would be the best.. feel so bad cannot help kenny work.. cos uniform just wash.. but later going down cine.. i can take over him right away.. but see whether he wants or not.. if he don't want then i'll go shopping with my sis..

My wishlist for my birthday (hehe)...
- A full photo and individual photo with "my family", "Black Friday 13", "Clique (Sm,Lp,Sj,Cy,Char,Kel and hopefully Lm)", "Sec 4 clique (lao gong, nu er, da jie, er nai, ya tou, san nai)", "Motorola Friends (I know impossible)", "Chongfu 5H (I know impossible also)"...
- A meal with all the people i mentioned above (Hope that everyone will be present and i know it's hard)
- Birthday song and Birthday cake (best not chocolate)
- everyone around me will be happy..
- all my elders will have good health..
- my sis and cousins and all younger than me will have good grades and will learn to be a great person in future..
- world peace (no more riots, no more war)
- my singing will improve.. (hopefully i'm daring and confident enough to join a singing competition)
- slim down at least 2 inches before this year ends.. lolx.. (fat hope)
- earn lots of money to pay all my expenses myself every month and hopefully can buy a new handphone.. (Jia you)
- all the gatherings i organise will be successful..

Song intro: In the morning- Lee Ryan

Le tian pai- Zhang Zhi Chen

2005-10-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

fri.. last night biz extremely good.. my intuition very accurate.. lolx.. i think they earned more than a thousand last night.. tired went home.. finish watching ice princess.. morning woke up at 7am.. extremely tired.. intuition correct again.. zhou hong.. but still went to sentosa with mad, jack, kenny, lia and gel.. wore bikini.. kayak with mad.. paisei cos i very humji and slow.. i got phobia of going deep places on the sea cos of the show 'titanic'.. so mad missed a lot of fun on the waves.. i just found out that i'm getting more and more timid.. that's bad news.. or am i just not as strong as i think i am.. after that went to bathe.. saw 'porn'.. lolx.. went for dinner at ps's KFC with lia, gel and kenny.. tired pain sleepy exhausted.. so on the train lia let me have the seat.. sorry.. i really extremely uncomfortable.. i'm always like that after going to sentosa.. i will always fall sick.. feel like dozing off but couldn't cos paisei.. finally home..
those who knows me will know why i write these stuffs below..

sometimes i think am i very selfish..
cos i expect too much from others..
sometimes i think will someone's life be different without me..
am i their stepping stone or 'tripping' stone..
sometimes i think am i living for others...
or others are living because of me...
sometimes i think are dreams meant to come true
or are they meant to be dreamt only..
sometimes i feel inferior because i'm worse than what i expected
or others are just better than me...
sometimes i really think too much..

Song intro: Le tian pai- Zhang Zhi Chen

Mei li de shen hua-Jackie Chan & Jin Xi Shan

2005-10-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

mon.. went to fish and co interview.. shopped and walked around with mad.. hope that fish and co can call me.. though pay only 4.50 per hour but the working hours very flexible.. worked at korean restaurant.. got feedback from my boss and collague that my aunt was ok.. relieved..

tues.. worked with my aunt.. OMG... noise pollution.. cannot stand it.. can anyone save me.. gosh.. haiz.. i got into trouble again... waiting for the reply of a top from taiwan.. cool.. haha.. love taiwan and hong kong style of clothes.. haha..

wed.. worked with my aunt again.. this time round hide here and there.. better.. after work went to town to shop.. bought 2 beach shorts and 2 tops.. get paid.. missed amazing race.. can anybody tell me the results? haha..

thurs.. slacking at home now.. later then go to work.. just linked the videos that i've done.. hope you guys enjoy it.. tomorrow sentosa.. hope that it'll go on smoothly ba though not alot of people going..

Song intro: Mei li de shen hua-Jackie Chan and Jin Xi Shan

Si Lu-Liang Jing Ru

2005-10-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

fri.. met up with ling and mad at bugis.. went to eat prawn mee.. very nice.. but i still think the lavander's one nice.. la sa mee (chilli mee)... though this bugis one also nice.. shopped around at bugis street and bugis junction.. found a very very nice and cute bag at the edge.. should i buy? lolx.. 18.90.. took neo.. cool.. then went to tcc interview.. need to do a lot of things.. lolx.. including washing of toilets.. both gents and ladies.. i think i going to reject.. lolx.. nvm..

sat.. work.. did something wrong but it wasn't my fault i must say.. pissed off with my dad in the morning.. cos he keep on insisting that i bluff him say i no money to pay for the movie tickets first.. fedup.. i working but haven't get pay yet ma.. i don't like to talk to him about money issues.. after work went to watch 'the myth'.. great show.. living up to the show's name.. the story really fascinating.. like a myth.. love jackie chan's shows.. then went to 900 plus eat zhu chao.. a group of youngsters celebrating bday there.. lolx.. coffeeshop.. should be very memorable.. haha..

sun.. working at cafe.. got to know that qiang got dengue.. take care xiao di.. screw up a bit at work.. sianz.. should i continue working there? haiz.. finally finished my video.. will put it up very very soon.. hope all of you will like it..

Song intro: Si Lu-Liang Jing Ru

Lu-Liang Jing Ru

2005-09-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

tues.. work.. intro my aunt to work at my korean restaurant.. she got in.. starting work next week.. quite scared that she will quit very soon.. lolx..

wed.. work.. went to town to buy my shoes with mad.. bought a wa wa xie and a sandals.. found my formal shoes but next week then buy ba.. visit jack... touched because of a real true love story.. but the ending doesn't seems good.. haiz.. happy endings are only in dramas or fairy tales ba.. I MISS EVERYONE.. from kindergarden to primary to secondary to poly to motorola to family.. everyone.. haha.. really miss everyone even if they are right in front of my eyes..

thurs.. work.. today new chinese chef come.. translator the whole day.. lolx.. think there's a communication breakdown.. don't think it can last long.. cos it's really hard.. lolx.. my english and chinese improved again.. i'm really glad i'm bilingual.. broke a glass.. lolx.. i never fail to drop things.. shit.. looking forward to tomorrow's BJP outing.. hope that it'll be great.. problem never ending.. haiz.. making something special for myself and all out there.. think it'll be up and out soon ba..

Song intro: Lu-Liang Jing Ru

Climbing the walls-BSB

2005-09-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

fri.. met sm.. made the gifts (badges) for the sec 4s.. hope they will like it.. then went to far east to have lunch.. extremely full.. shopped.. nearly bought my formal shoes and wa wa xie but hesitated again.. feet very pain cos of my new slippers.. blisters.. but quite a fruitful day cos i now got a lot of different types of shoes of consider.. lolx.. shit.. bought kel's gift from kino..

sat.. work.. rush back to yishun.. went home change and dress up.. went back to ytss.. ROD 2005.. first time combine with all the UGs.. chaotic.. quite bored.. but nvm.. ended early then went to 900 plus coffeeshop with jiakhee and sec 3s to drink and chat.. lots of scandals in guides.. lolx..

sun.. slacked at home watching vcds and also doing up friendster and blogs..

mon.. work.. rush back to yishun.. change and dress up.. went to bishan to meet sm, char, lp, sj, cy and kel.. ate at sakae sushi.. saw my freshie working there.. celebrate lp's bday.. gave her a roxy purse and gave kel the book.. great day.. but ended early.. think it'll be quite some time when i next see them liao ba.. will miss them.. glad that my readers like the video i made for jack.. this is the 4th video i made if i'm not wrong.. haha.. cheer up kenny.. we all worried for you.. hope you will 'recover' soon.. tml need to bring my aunt to my workplace for interview.. don't know how it'll turn out.. em.. really like zhang zhi chen's songs.. very soothing and nice.. the lyrics all very sad..

Song intro: Climbing the walls-BSB

Ru guo- Liang Jing Ru

2005-09-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

sun.. grab food from the fair.. worked at bistro.. sales bad.. 3pm then have first customer.. yeah next week not working there.. shiock..

mon.. sok ying first day working at the korean restaurant.. dropped things again.. i realise that i drop things every single day.. omg.. lolx.. quite worried what my boss think of her cos she didn't go through interview.. after work went to town with mad.. shopped.. got to know that rod is this sat.. so rush.. cannot make video or animation for them.. got a shocked about the conflict.. HAIZ.. what to do sia.. big problem.. finally done with jack's gift...

tues.. worked.. got to find out something.. worried.. haiz.. why did things turn out this way..

wed.. worked.. got to eat my ramen.. yeah.. went to town again with mad.. finally found my wa wa xie at isetan.. found a few formal shoes.. still considering which one to buy.. bought gifts for sec 4s rod.. making badges.. designed by me.. hehe.. i think it's quite plain though.. but should look fine.. send mad to slavery land.. saw the gm.. sianz.. he spoilt my day..

thurs.. meet sok ying to work.. finally told her about the thing.. feel very guilty and sorry.. haiz.. pai sei.. after lunch went to bugis with sok ying.. shopped.. bought a chain for her as an apology.. bought gifts.. went back to work for dinner.. quite sleepy.. tml meeting sm.. don't know should i go back or not.. cos like no use.. em...

Song intro: Ru guo-Liang Jing Ru

Sa Tan-Kelly

2005-09-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

fri... work at korean shop.. meet my sis after work to bugis shop... bought ladies slippers.. 9.90.. cheap right.. haha.. bought the ZA bodyshaper that mad intro me.. hope that it's effective.. haha.. still hunting for formal shoes and wa wa xie.. haven't give jack his gift yet... soon.. i know very belated... but not the best i won't give ba.. haha..

sat.. Happy birthday kel.. finish watching "Tian guo de jie ti"... very sad ending... korean shows have very little happy ending.. but it's still very nice and touching.. almost cried.. felt blessed too when watching.. finally know what it meant "meet you in heaven".. Heaven is a place where there's no more sadness, no more worries and no more parting.. so for those who has lost their beloved.. don't be sad.. cos soon we'll all meet there again.. and at that time, you'll never leave each other again.. ok enough of emotional stuffs.. meet sj, cy, char and kel to celebrate mooncake festival.. we meet almost every year to celebrate this day.. went to sj's house first to make a small celebration for kel.. bought an ice cream mooncake for him to represent the 'cake'.. looks delicious.. but never try that.. went to the same old place to play sparkles.. took lots of pics with a lot of efforts.. really happy today.. just felt happy and blessed.. no other emotion.. that's why the photos i took looks all ok for the first time.. i'm really easily contented.. really hope that i can just have one group photo of each clique every year (best on my bday).. BLACK FRIDAY... SEC CLIQUE (sm, char, lp, sj, cy, kel and lm)... SEC CLASSMATES (lao gong, nu er, er nai, ya tou, san nai, da jie)... MOTOROLA CLIQUE (filzah, chai ching, huijun, puay leng, ming en, xin yi) (xiao ke, den, 'M')... PRI CLIQUE (4 seasons)... RELATIVES (F4 plus 'shan cai')... hope that i can just have at least one complete class photo for my entire life.. Pri 5H, FS0404... sounds easy.. but it's real hard to gather every single one.. for my entire life i've been trying my very best to gather all of them.. but believe me.. it's very hard.. hope that my wish will come true one day.. ok shall go off.. have to work tml back at the cafe..

Song intro: Sa tan-Kelly

In love with you- Jacky and Regina

2005-09-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

thurs.. last night got my results.. no As.. 2 Bs, 1 D, the others all Cs.. well at least i managed to pass.. haha.. hope all the people managed to pass.. especially my fellow Black Friday clique.. Cos i don't want anyone to be left behind... btw my OICs of all the gatherings.. lolx.. i need to write my next week's schedule for the korean one liao.. lolx.. any activities next week? haha.. think i'll have to make my own plannings ba.. today at work, not a lot of customers.. after work, went to city hall's roxy.. bags there are very nice.. saw one very cheap and cute side bag for 2bucks only.. 3 different colours.. pink, blue and white.. just nice for BJP.. so i bought it.. was so happy.. cos i bought an item that BJP can own together.. so i went straight down to mad's workplace at tiong bahru and gave her hers.. she chose the white one.. i think that's the nicest.. haha.. can't wait to give ling the pink one.. can't wait to bring this bag out together with them.. haha.. bought mooncakes from mad.. went home.. think that i'm very easily contented.. am i?

Song intro: In love with you- Jacky & Regina

Bei ai de nu ren- Coco Lee/Kelly

2005-09-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

wed.. felt so dumb.. lolx.. last night was waiting for results.. kenny online then tell me today is only 13th.. lolx.. then now waiting for results again.. then found out that results will come out at 6am not 12am.. lolx.. silly me.. too eager to get results.. nvm.. i shall wait for the sms.. today went to bistro to work.. quite slack cos not a lot of customers.. though need to give out leaflets downstairs, but got to know a guy who is giving out leaflets too from another cafe.. quite a friendly guy.. his name is jin guo.. knock off quite punctual.. wanted to eat blueberry cheesecake.. thanks clement.. haha.. his such a nice guy.. well.. it's really nice.. once again wish everyone luck.. lolx.. for results.. and also hope that all my clique outings will go on smoothly ba.. as in everyone can make it and no clashes...

Song intro: Bei ai de nu ren- Coco Lee/Kelly

Because of you-Kelly Clarkson

2005-09-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

mon.. first day work at korean restaurant.. coping quite ok.. it's just that need to memorise some menu thing.. overall i learnt a lot of things.. thanks to my sis's friend wwho introduce me in.. well.. the food there is delicious.. lolx.. think i'm gonna grow fat there.. time passes very fast.. after work went to meet mad at wisma.. shop.. bought a top at half price.. actual price is 36.90.. aim for quite some time le.. then bought a very cute pouch for my mp3.. hehe.. rain very heavily.. went to k with mad, JQK and lia.. then desmond came.. then dage.. sang mostly duets with mad, lia, ken, des and dage.. cool.. love to sing duets cos really needs mo qi.. haha.. some of the songs kept me thinking.. lots of past.. and also present.. a bit paisei when i am singing 'in love with you'.. cos i think my high notes scared them.. lolx.. just like i scared 'them' in the past too.. forget it.. dage sing the least cos he came quite late.. qiang and mad also.. des sang the most.. think he really likes to sing.. his voice not bad la.. haha.. after that, lia mad qiang and me took a ride home by dage.. paisei.. thanks dage.. he drive very smooth and the girls all resting behind.. so comfortable that i don't wanna move.. haha.. think i was too tired..

tues.. sleepy.. but luckily not late for work.. today a bit busier but everything was fine.. ate curry chicken.. lolx.. i'm really going to grow fat.. haha.. and soon i'll get heaty and fall sick cos the food i eat all spicy one.. lolx.. going to get result soon.. about 10 more minutes ba.. wish everyone luck.. hope that everyone can always stay together as a class...

Song intro: Because of you-Kelly Clarkson

Bei feng chui guo de xia tian-Lin Jun Jie and Jin Sha

2005-09-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

tues.. starting my workaholic days.. lolx.. 2pm to 11am..

wed.. went for the korean restaurant interview.. confused.. lolx.. don't know what to do.. cos they need more lunch time staffs which means i cannot work this job when school reopen.. the venue is quite a distance away from city hall mrt station.. the shop is very nice.. but the customers are mostly korean.. lolx.. shit how to communicate.. haha.. luckily most of the times i only need to serve.. started the a la carte buffet thingy at the cafe... totally sucks.. and i think it's not working out at all.. even i so no common sense person also know it'll not work out.. haiz.. work till i die that night.. mad too ba.. even james and ryan helped out.. extremely chaotic.. very blur.. keep on do wrong things unintentionally.. stupid ryan 1am still ask people come in.. idiot.. worked till 2 plus that day.. reached home at 4am.. very hungry, tired, sleepy and pain..

thurs.. slept all the way till 1245pm.. broke my record.. think i was really tired.. late for work and extremely lerthagic..

fri.. late again for work.. this time round ryan saw that.. shit.. lolx.. when i walked into the cafe to report, saw ryan interviewing 2 girls.. i was like laughing at them.. lolx.. cos they are going to tiao jing huo keng.. i know i'm indirectly mocking at myself.. cos i'm already in this pile of shit.. lolx.. fine.. night time business was extremely good.. full house for the first time.. still need to ask the customers to leave their number behind... but i left on time that day.. maybe because they closing at 5am that day so no way i can extend ba.. poor mad have to work till 5am..

sat.. sort of 'last day'.. quite happy.. clement taught me how to do cashier things.. quite fun.. james very happy.. don't know why.. he even chip in in teaching me.. weird... saw lia.. was like very shocked.. cos she is extremely slim now.. whao... i'm still at the original size.. though my weight is decreasing but i just can't understand why my waist is not shrinking at all.. never mind..

sun.. went to creative alone.. the 89bucks 512mb lia's mp3 no more.. lolx.. cos people went to queue overnight.. omg.. why didn't i think of that.. wondered around in there thinking of what mp3 to buy.. especially what color.. after much procrastinating.. lolx.. decided to buy the purple nano plus 256mb.. 169 bucks.. tml starting work at korean shop.. hope everything will go on smoothly.. i'm working there on mon, tues, thurs and fri morning shift.. the cafe there don't know when.. tomorrow going k.. hope it'll be fun.. getting results soon... hope everyone will pass..

Song intro: Bei feng chui guo de xia tian-Lin Jun Jie and Jin Sha

Gan xie ni yong xin ai wo-Sin Huey

2005-09-06T10:08:00.000+08:00

fri.. it's k box day.. haha.. met my cousin had lunch at cck.. then k.. sang a lot of songs.. not satisfied cos i still not enough stamina.. but nvm.. hope to go again.. trained and see how late i can sleep cos tomorrow working till 5am.. in the end.. 2am i bei ta han liao.. lolx...

sat.. should be working from 7pm to close.. but don't know who changed my schedule never tell me.. 11.30pm clememt called me and ask if i'm coming.. i was like 'huh'.. no choice.. went down to report.. got a $4 tips from one ang moh.. worked till 7plus ba.. very busy day.. but cool.. cos time passes very fast.. didn't have lunch again cos too busy le..

sun.. had breakfast.. 2h later had lunch.. 2h later had dinner... lolx.. super full.. my mum scared i never eat again.. went down to report for work at 6pm.. at first quite slack.. then later busy... did closing till 1.45am like that.. mad was right.. the van was super bumpy.. can't even sit still or sleep.. made a fool of myself... everyone laughing at me.. reach home at 2.30am.. tired...

mon.. woke up and meet ah bee to support superstar.. lolx.. super sleepy.. bought mos burger.. waited for a few hours at bishan.. the host selected 30 people from the crowd who entered with the concert tickets and 10 people from the crowd who entered with the newspaper to let kelly, junyang,sinhuey and weilian to sign on the limited edition poster.. i'm one of the lucky 10 who entered with the newspaper.. the host called 'joanne'.. i was like don't think it's me.. then she carry on saying from the year '87'.. i was like thinking is it me or what.. then my cousin like keep on asking me to go.. lolx.. well it's really me.. so excited to see all of them.. i said to sinhuey 'ni hen bang'.. said to junyang 'wo hui yong yuan zhi chi ni'.. gave kelly a gift from someone.. said to weilian 'ni yao jia you wor'.. i shook hands with sinhuey, kelly and junyang.. so happy.. weilian cannot shake hands.. junyang vey shuai.. hehe.. a lot of people very helpful.. help me find jobs.. thanks people.. lia help me find a candle job.. 9am-6pm and 30bucks a day.. but this one cannot work when school reopen.. my sis help me found one waitress job in a korean restaurant.. 6bucks per hour.. 2 shifts 11am-3.30pm or/and 5.30pm-10.30pm.. free uniform, food provided, breaks fixed.. sounds good.. going for interview on wednesday.. well.. should i give up my cafe and go for that? should i take 2 jobs? haiz lots of pros and cons.. cafe job i now a bit familiar and used to it but it's too tiring and breaks irregular... korean one pay better and timing good and breaks fixed but i've to start learning all over again... em...

Song intro: Gan xie ni yong xin ai wo-Sin Huey

Xiang ni-Tian guo de jie ti OST

2005-09-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

tues... no work today.. slacked at home watched vcds...

wed.. work at 2pm.. extremely tired and pain... pmsing.. saw a lot of people today.. sm, lyn, huiying.. huiyi, weiqi.. ling jun... von, gel.. who else i can't remember.. super not feeling well.. so everything's like shit... thanks for saving me mad and jack.. helping me giving out those stupid leaflets when i not feeling well.. when they came down to save me, i feel so ji dong.. lolx.. feel like crying.. very touched.. they are my saviour... haha.. then worked till 11pm with jack, kenny and mad.. qiang left early.. slept all the way in mrt and bus..

thurs.. worked from 11-6pm.. the wear tie guy seems nice.. didn't have lunch today.. very hungry.. don't really like my boss actually.. my job getting more and more sucky.. don't know should i continue or not.. rushed back to watch PSS.. very entertaining.. vote thrice for kelly.. but did not pin too much hope.. quite surprised that kelly lost in the cd sales cos of the autograph sessions.. kelly's performance was excellent.. judges vote kelly vs kelvin, 4:1.. but then she still lose.. not very sad cos she got the universal music contract.. junyang also.. then xinhuay and kelvin got the play music contract.. well.. i'll still will support kelly and junyang.. they are my superstars.. tomorrow going to k with my sis and cousin.. but we paying ourselves cos my cousin ditch us.. lolx.. haha.. nvm as long i got my k.. haha..

Song intro: Xiang ni-Tian guo de jie ti OST

Gai shi ni de-Ocean

2005-08-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

thurs.. first day of work.. nervous.. esp.. haiz.. "chased" away my very first customer i served... giving out leaflets most of the time.. tired.. extend work time.. shit.. didn't have lunch at all..

fri and sat.. Happy bday sm.. second day of work.. 3 mistakes.. screwed up the juice thingy.. screwed up 2 desserts and food.. like shit.. extedn work time again.. shit.. had lunch at 3plus.. super tired and hungry.. shoulders pain again... went straight to pasir ris to jack's chalet.. aranda country club.. cool.. just like a flat.. bbq at around 10plus.. cake come at around 12 plus.. Happy bday jack.. sleep at around 3plus.. but got woke up for numerous times.. by my severe shoulder ache, ling's fall, gamers' shouting, ppl puking, qiang talking... lolx.. 10plus.. went to escape with mad.. pirate chip scared the hell out of me.. pepsi revolution dare not open my eyes.. flipper sweating.. then had breakfast cum lunch at food court.. went to spook show.. lots of ppl... if that is my concert, it'll be great.. ok daydreaming.. went to escape again.. KQ, SH, mad, dage.. this time round only played the flipper again.. and also the wheel thingy.. went back to chalet.. ordered kfc for dinner.. girl talk.. went home.. stood all the way on bus.. took cab home from mrt.. felt like puking..

sun.. woke up early.. meet bee go IMM.. reach at around 10plus to queue up for superstar autograph session.. quite front.. lots of ppl.. chaotic.. tiring.. squeezy.. stomach upset.. got my signature from kelly.. pity weilian.. cos not a lot of ppl let him sign.. it's extremely obvious.. i'm quite front and the queue for kelly is so long.. but for weilian is not even 1/5.. feel so sad for him.. i can say he is quite fortunate he cannot see.. if it's me i'll cry like hell.. i really hope those who vote for him please vote and buy his cd also.. don't vote bcos you pity him.. haiz.. got a sudden urge to support him but it'll be out of sympathy.. it'll be like lying to him.. haiz.. contradicting.. bought initial d.. visited ice skating.. bee come my house.. watched initial d..

mon.. stomach still upset.. think bcos of the chalet food.. worked.. no mistakes.. but gonna die of tiredness.. especially my shoulder.. aching like hell.. luckily when jack come he saved me.. thanks.. he saved me twice.. extend time again.. this time worse.. till 7plus.. shit.. ok la.. tired liao..

Song intro: Gai shi ni de-Ocean

Hen xiang ni- Derrick

2005-08-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

tues.. went to cut my hair.. closed my eyes will the haridresser does the job.. when i open my eyes noticed my fringe first.. ok.. then wore my specs..... OMG.... super short... lolx.. but it's too late le.. haiz.. forget it.. i think my current hairstyle like ella as bai he in the drama series "The Rose".. super toot.. lolx.. fine.. then went to town with my sis.. shopped and bought a purse.. lolx.. a pink hello kitty purse.. cute.. ok.. i know don't really suit me but who cares.. then went to cine saw von, mad who is about to work, jack and qiang who are working.. haha.. headed back.. still doing the gift..

wed.. slacked the whole day watching vcd and finishing the gift.. left with four more characters.. well it's isn't easy especially for someone who is not observant like me.. my blur and slow character always gets people on their nerves when trying to let me understand something.. pai sei.. trying hard le.. thanks to those who are always so patient with me.. tomorrow starting work.. alone.. never mind.. i think it's better.. haha.. at least i won't be so slack or nervous..

Song intro: Hen xiang ni-Derrick

Pu tong peng you-Kelly

2005-08-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

mon.. went to cine for an interview at the 2nd level with mad.. then went to far east to fill in more forms.. but.. both of us got into the cine one.. haha.. cool.. but a lot of people working there.. lolx.. JQK.. mad starting tomorrow.. i'm starting on thurs.. 11am-6pm.. after that went back to YTSS with sj, char, sm, kel, joy, huiying and ai tee.. very chaotic.. but got a close up with kelly.. yeah.. haha.. she's really pretty.. sad that aren't able to let her sign on the single i bought earlier.. i'm too slow.. haiz.. but i got her pics.. haha.. close up somemore.. great.. first time see sm chiong so fast.. haha.. but all thanks to her to get the best photos of kelly.. haha.. anyway we saw weilian too.. he was in the same vehicle with kelly.. while kelly was in the hall busy, he's in the van... actually his looks ok.. but his singing didn't touch me.. well the guides teachers saw me but.. their face quite black.. i'm blacklisted.. lolx.. die.. haha.. what a day.. hope to get my pay from kelly services soon.. should be around 105bucks in total ba..

Song intro: Pu tong peng you-Kelly

Yi shi de mei hao-Kelly

2005-08-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

fri.. worked.. actually don't wanna hear anything about PSS but... throughout the whole day i will hear everything about PSS from the radio and people around.. fine.. went home have dinner with dad.. after that he left for australia.. finished the gift for sm(can see the pic on the left hand side.. second last pic.. that's the gift)

sat.. watched the repeat of PSS.. haiz.. sob.. then prepared to go out and meet sm and kel.. went to cwp watched 3.05pm bewitched.. weird show.. haha.. then went to library.. they study i slack.. very long never step into the library le.. a lot of people styudying.. scary.. then we went to pizza hut for dinner when lp, sj, char and xiao ying came.. extremely full.. celebrated sm's bday with cake.. great.. then shopped around and headed home.. very long never see them all.. miss chatting and joking and crapping with them.. haha.. too bad don't have camera.. still considering whether to go to west mall to support kelly..

sun.. didn't go and support kelly in the end.. bad experience from the 5566 one.. haha.. still cannot get over the PSS.. haiz.. tomorrow going back to YT to support kelly.. haha.. yeah..

Song intro: Yi shi de mei hao-Kelly

Tong hua-Jun Yang

2005-08-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

thurs.. worked.. a bit alone though the two malay collagues are friendly.. released at 7 plus.. actually should be 6pm but the 'boss' made us wait.. i reached there at 10am he also make me wait.. tml going alone.. nobody will be there.. just me alone.. sianz.. rushed back to watch PSS.. kelly's performance not as expected.. xinhui scored better.. RESULTS show.. female results first.. YEAH!!!!!! Kelly got in... male results... SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sad...... super sad...... super duper sad...... why?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Junyang didn't get in......... so.................. " " DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT PSS THROUGHOUT THE YEAR......... unless kelly wins the finals.... if not........ i'll kill myself.. sob....... i no mood sia... haiz... but i can never change the results..... haiz.....

Song intro: Tong hua-Jun Yang

Gai ru he kuai le-Jenny Yang

2005-08-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

wed.. still sick.. flu and cough.. flu caused my ears to be 'blocked'.. half deaf.. haiz.. when can i recover.. slacked whole day at home watching tv, vcds and also tried to sing.. lolx.. horrible.. just watched project superstar.. male finals.. though Junyang's scores are higher.. still very scared that he will be out.. vote twice for him.. really hope that he can win the male finals.. as for the female finals tomorrow.. my shi jie kelly of cos.. supported her all the way.. i think i'll be contented if both kelly and Junyang can get into the finals.. either of them win the superstar title, i'll be extremely happy.. tml have to report to work at 10am for the hang ten one.. just a one day work like on monday.. really hope that nydc will call on friday.. if not, hope that ah sun intro that admin job will give me good news next week..

Song intro: gai ru he kuai le- Jenny Yang

Mei li ben nu ren-Kelly

2005-08-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

sun.. still sick.. forget what i did.. slacked..

mon.. still sick.. called the hang ten job.. went to serangoon north to start work.. then was sent to yishun np to help set up in atrium.. tiring.. kept on folding clothes.. earned 25bucks for 5h.. gosh.. went home.. first night dark.. first time talking to that crazy fellow.. still considering whether to continue on the job..

tues.. still sick.. woke up.. vexed.. sis problem.. my mum vexed too.. going to hunt for jobs later.. should i continue the hang ten job? haiz.. can anybody help me solve my sis's problem.. when can i ever be
released? responsibilities on me.. i can never shake it off..

Song intro: Mei li ben nu ren-Kelly

Liu shui nian hua-Jun Yang

2005-08-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

thurs.. BF paper.. okok.. careless mistakes.. went to town with mad.. still sick.. tml last paper.. jia you..

fri.. finally last paper.. last to leave amongst my clique.. lolx.. sucks.. holidays come le.. but everybody seems to have found a job le.. em..

Plans for holidays..
- hope to meet up with my clique..
- hope to find work and earn money to buy a Creative Nano Plus, shoes, go k box, clothes and maybe a new hp..
- go sentosa with black friday
- hopefully have chalet
- K BOX!!!!

sat.. went for the interview at tanjong pagar.. sucks.. wear till a bit formal.. but nice.. hehe.. then went to town with my sis.. far east to wistma to taka to heeren to cine.. spotted a top.. thinking should i buy or not.. holidays le.. a bit sianz.. haha.. tired..

Song intro: Liu shui nian hua-Jun Yang

Mu Ji Ze-Huang Yi Da

2005-08-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

mon.. woke up at 5pm.. spent 9bucks to buy chocolates and sweets for my guides to reward them for practising so hard.. rain.. luckily for a while.. their hard work can pay off.. overall.. ok la.. left early go home bath and change.. go to kenny's house.. sick.. nothing can go in.. haiz.. reach home at around 8 plus..

tues.. still sick.. Happy National Day.. studying but process slow.. haiz.. went to northpoint with my family for lunch.. eat at sakura.. nice.. mum don't let me go to the carnival because i sick.. but before they left the house to watch fireworks, she ask me twice one to go or not.. contradicting.. lolx.. nvm.. all alone at home watching the parade and studying fs.. watched 'shooting stars'.. GREAT!! mum prompt me not to work at night if not sis alone at home.. so i have to reject the cafe one at suntec.. and maybe the toysrus one.. haiz.. maybe it's time for us to face reality.. cheer up kenny...

wed.. still sick.. sianz.. morning went downstairs for breakfast with my sis.. ate kway chap.. come back study.. went for fs paper.. sucks.. think need to take sub paper le.. die die die.. thank you joseph for sending me home.. going for an interview for admin this friday.. hope tomorrow bf paper don't disappoint me.. maybe going to see doc later.. discovered something...

Song Intro: Mu ji ze-Huang Yi Da

Hold on-Good Charlotte

2005-08-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

sat.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!! went back to guides actually just wanna stay for awhile.. in the end.. haiz.. one of my guides suddenly passed out and cannot feel her legs.. gosh.. first time i encounter this incident.. she was crying and crying.. i'm helpless.. i tried to talk to her and distract her to calm her down.. but i think i didn't help much.. luckily her friend from sjab was there to help her.. glad.. teachers and i brought her to the 24h clinic.. luckily she's ok.. her dad came and was very angry.. he asked me 'who is going to bear the costs'... i was scared and speechless.. i think i'm useless as their senior.. haiz.. celebrate mum's bday at crystal jade.. was very guilty cos i only can fork out 20bucks and the rest she must pay.. it's actually should be my treat.. dinner eat out too..

sun.. sick.. and FS lots of things to memorise.. i think i'm going to drown in the sea of words.. tomorrow hope that everything will go on smoothly.. my girls trained real hard.. jia you wor..

Song intro: Hold on-Good Charlotte

You and me-Lifehouse

2005-08-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

fri.. my mum got into motorola.. i'm actually more excited than her.. lots of memories came back.. really missed the people there especially 'm'.. not that i still have feelings but just pure missing and hope to get back some beautiful memories there.. don't think 'm' still remember me.. i'm just silly.. law paper.. finished quite early.. went off at around 10.25am.. was slacking there at around 10am.. after that girls and boon took jo's car to hou gang mall to meet the rest.. 11 of us except for qamarul and ling at magic wok.. eating in a round table together... it was GREAT!!! love this feeling.. like one big family like that.. but then short of ling and qama.. haiz.. nvm.. hope that this type of gatherings will be more often.. hope that next time will have all 13 of us.. not even for black friday.. i hope that for my primary, secondary, clique and motorola gatherings also.. even with my families.. yup.. i can don't want anything.. just a group photo and a meal together outside or even just a small gathering to sentosa, go shopping, chalet... i'll be extremely happy.. to me, this is called happiness... then we all went to weiling's grandfather's wake.. it was then that i remembered she is a christian.. we all kap money to give as buo jing.. gave 10bucks.. my first time giving...
"TO LING.. BLACK FRIDAY 13 WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!! JIA YOU!!" after that, they all try to use k box to attract me.. but i made my promise.. haiz.. sob sob.. thanks jo again for driving me back to YTSS... first time in my life someone drove me to YTSS and park inside.. lolx.. so sat.. hehe.. took photo.. almost fell.. lolx.. jiakhee very sat.. took cab pia to ytss then only wear the uniform top come take pic.. haha.. first time in guiding history ba.. no choice.. cos we about to click on the camera to take liao.. haha.. may yi couldn't make it.. when she came we took the photo liao.. but she joined us for the informal one.. feel quite outcast.. haiz... mummy tml bday.. but i only left 10bucks.. how to treat her eat sia.. haix..

Song Intro: You and me-Lifehouse

Shi xing bu gai-Twins & Boy'z

2005-08-04T13:12:00.000+08:00

thurs.. efma paper today... ok la can pass.. tomorrow law paper.. must buck up.. bless me and everyone.. got to know from kenny that ling's grandfather just past away... feel sad for her especially when talking to her thru phone just now.. tomorrow after school we all going to her grandfather's song kah.. to me, death is a kind of 'release'... it's when people move to another world.. with only happiness... no sorrows.. no worries.. a place called heaven.. i believe that my gandparents are there too.. blessing everyone and waiting for me to go over.. but my time hasn't ripe yet.. but sooner or later, i'll be there.. and i'll see them again.. jia you everyone.. and hope that everyone will be blessed..

Song Intro: Shi Xing Bu Gong- Twins & Boy'z

Something about you-Five for fighting

2005-08-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

Mon... study.. go for interview at Jalan kayu with mad... ya very far.. after that went to compass point with mad to study.. wandered for don't know how long then finally decided where to settle down at.. then sat for less than half an hour decided to go mad's house.. lolx.. but at least we studied something..

tues.. after lunch went to jack's house to study.. kenny, dage, mad and lia there too.. during breaks watched the stupid stuffs that jack have in his com.. gosh.. very funny.. especially the "I say no" one.. HAHAHA... kop a lot of songs from jack.. hehe.. then slacked and studied till 9 plus.. went home.. late dinner..

wed.. last lap for efma.. hope tml have enough time to memorise law.. hope that my brain will cooperate.. actually shouldn't be blogging now.. but after watching the Project Superstar just now... really like jun yang and kelly and derrick now.. love their voice.. derrick is till today then i realise his voice not bad.. haha.. ok shall go and sleep.. good luck to all for EFMA paper...

Song Intro: Something about you-Five for fighting

I just wanna live-Good Charlotte

2005-08-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share a 2 very chio and cool items with all my readers...

Nokia 3230

Zen Nano Plus

Song Intro:I just wanna live-Good Charlotte

Yi bi yi-Fan wei qi

2005-08-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 85%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Song Intro: Yi bi yi-Fan Wei Qi

Ru guo de shi-Fan wei qi

2005-08-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Song Intro: Ru guo de shi-Fan Wei Qi

Wen yan er-Gu ju ji

2005-07-31T14:45:00.000+08:00

thurs.. mad's bday.. happy birthday.. so plan a bit not smooth.. but think she was surprised.. glad.. hope she likes her bday gifts and celebration.. after sch slacked for a while then went home..

fri.. woke up and found out that my house ting dian.. lolx.. fine.. came to sch.. only left 2 bucks after i bought the Ritz cheese biscuit.. was influence by SHE and ling.. haha.. it's nice..only SHE, ling, me, boon and jo came for lec..SHE went off halfway.. after that me and ling went to nc eat lunch.. then jack and qiang lunch break.. then both of us slacked in sch and wait for kenny to come.. went to level 5 use com.. help ling change blog.. slcaking all the way.. then finally went home.. luckily when i reach home electricity just resume.. hehe..

sat.. morning late for guides.. wasn't felling well.. skip breakfast again.. went back home.. very hungry.. eat lunch then go bugis with family.. pray.. shop.. eat.. bought a top.. severe headache... felt like vomitting on cab home.. vomitted for more than 4h.. never eat dinner.. no choice go 24h clinic.. had injection.. 62bucks.. gosh.. sorry mum.. wasted money again.. sleep..

sun.. feeling better but still a little nauseous.. studying now.. sianz..

Song intro: Wen yan er-Gu ju ji

zheng yi zhi yan di yi zhi yan-Jolin

2005-07-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

wed... screwed up my jap role play.. gosh.. was a laughing stock.. nvm.. haha.. after school went to town with mad, jo, jack and dage... uncle drove us to cine there.. xin hui yi leng.. nearly cannot control my emotions again.. we all went to heeren's sakae sushi intending to eat lunch buffet.. when we were about to eat 30 plates then we found out that the time that we are there do not have lunch buffet.. so it's alaka.. i was like... OMG!!!!!!!! lolx.. super shocked la.. then we were like stopped eating.. had lots of fun there.. joking and chatting about old times.. then after that bought mad's bday gift.. 34.90... a silver flip flop.. knew she likes it.. then me and mad went took the wrong bus to suntec.. lolx.. haha.. nvm.. then we go for the toysrus interview.. the person says we can work during the holis.. but the place still renovating so.. haha.. hope can ba.. then walked around to hunt for jobs.. tried the gelare cafe one.. still continue hunting.. now i'm back in school.. haiz.. gosh.. i'm so hungry.. and i'm broke.. near to penniless.. still got 3 more days.. hope that everything will go on smoothly.. please no more 'tests'.. finally i'm done.. going back home..

Song intro: Zheng yi zhi yan bi yi zhi yan-Jolin

shao nian-guang liang

2005-07-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

fri.. very long never blog liao.. last fri after sch went to town with mad and JQK to look for jobs.. we walked around town.. went to k box, times, cafe cartel.. but not successful.. k box no vacancy.. times pay too little.. cafe cartel need 18 years old.. was real hungry the whole day cos didn't eat for lunch.. then i went to taka to buy curry puff.. it was delicious..

sat... problems from my sis.. well hope that everything will be settled once and for all.. stop pestering her.. I'm popular.. hehe.. went to bugis temple with my mum... took cab down with my sis and mum.. was sleeping all the way.. hope that everybody well be blessed with happiness.. should be a great opportunity to shop but was real tired and pms-ing..

sun.. slacked..

mon.. studied efma during break with ling at the library.. exams coming sianz.. still haven't found a job.. MM tut very good.. lolx.. lots of tips..

tues.. do survey at 10.. practically didn't mark any teacher down.. anyway i have never marked any teacher down before.. for those i think not good, i'll just grade them as good.. then those i think are great, i'll grade them as excellent.. of cos the jap tut will be excellent.. hehe.. cheer up jack.. take care qiang, angel and whoever is sick.. still hunting for jobs.. tml after sch going for interviews ba.. kind of guilty cos i'm busy and cannot go to guides.. very stressed up.. haiz.. hope it'll be over soon.. must start studying liao.. next week exams.. tml jap role play.. hope everything will go on smoothly..

Song intro: Shao nian-guang liang

Wo men-Energy

2005-07-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

wed.. MM project presentation.. ok lor.. then finally called for the jobs.. the singing one wants me to go for audition tml.. confused and lost.. not sure what i really wants.. my dreams and passion.. finally i have the chance but.. quite last min.. tml jap test.. tried a lot of songs but my heart wasn't fully there..

thurs.. woke up early.. lie on my bed thinking.. go or don't go.. wore skirt.. late for jap test.. screw this test.. still uncertain if i should go.. finally went for the audition.. mad acc.. when the in charge explain what the 3 possibilities that will occur after the audition.. 1st.. they think my singing sucks, they reject me.. 2nd.. they like my singing but i my body lang sucks, they will ask me go training (must pay).. 3rd, they like my singing and my body lang good, they sign me on... if i get selected, i'll be having my concerts... when i heard the 2nd possibility, i was like no enthusiasm le.. cos i know my body lang sucks.. i didn't even practise for the audition.. and somemore, i've seen a lot of movies and dramas.. it's always these 3 possibilities.. and usually most ppl will fall in category 2 ba.. i sang a eng [breathe by michelle branch] and a chi song[yi shi de me hao-angela].. well i didn't really perform well.. i wasn't quite nervous on stage.. i did not have the tempo.. i did not hit the notes.. i did not use my diaphram.. i did not breathe at the correct places.. my singing was flat all the way.. everything just sucks.. today is my worst of the worst performance.. worst then when i'm prac at home and singing in k.. gosh.. well in the end i really falls into category 2.. she says that she like my voice.. very clear, very sweet.. but I'm very limited to the genre(i know), i don't have enough stamina (i know).. my body lang sucks (i know).. i'm not confident enough on stage (i know).. lolx.. i know all my weaknesses long ago.. but of cos i need to reject it.. my parents will never allow.. especially when it comes to money wise ba.. and i'm still not sure if the job is trustworthy.. so my 1st ever solo audition ended quite badly.. well... i'm not really sad.. cos i didn't give in my best.. only 10% ba.. lolx.. ok i shall go dream on..

Song intro: Wo men-Energy

Tian Kong-Jolin

2005-07-20T10:49:00.000+08:00

fri.. what happen that day sia.. can't remember.. stm... oh ya after sch went to bishan with JQK and mad.. then we mad and me go town.. i bought the roxy bag for rubber.. hehe...

sat.. morning guides.. pop.. lots of people cried.. well the sec 4s are really touched by their special surprise.. really happy that they enjoyed themselves.. remember girls.. once a guide, always a guide.. then went home prepared to meet sm.. went to bishan buy relightable candles.. then meet kel, xiao ying, rubber, char at citylink to shop first.. whao tons of people.. cos all going to see ndp preview.. then so qiao.. saw lp.. then we shopped around.. then lp went back, we all go marina bay eat steamboat.. the "p*n x*ia*" people keep on la ke.. lolx.. but we heck care.. then we went to "long chun".. not bad.. my sis intro one.. haha.. i think the "zhen fa" one should be not bad too.. so.. next time we try that.. i think the most things i eat is the crab meat and sausage again.. haha.. then we very lucky.. saw the fireworks.. very chio.. celebrate rubber bday.. the cake we bought from NYDC melted.. lolx.. then went to border's starbucks to slack.. then went home.. great day..

sun.. doing project...

mon.. take out stitches.. lolx.. VERY PAIN... the nurse was like pulling my skin and cutting it.. gosh.. cannot really sit that day..

tues.. project.. then reach sch at around 4pm.. morning lessons cancel.. heard about some things.. haiz... haiz.. haiz... wasted lots of ink.. printed 29 pages of report..

wed.. just finish jap e assignment.. later presenting MM.. hope everything will go on smoothly.. feel like going k and steamboat again.. hehe.. still considering whether to call for a few part times.. especially the singing one.. not very confident.. and don't know what is it..

Song Intro: Tian Kong-Jolin

zai ze li bie shi hou-gu ju ji

2005-07-14T17:09:00.000+08:00

mon.. went back to sch.. clique asking me what operation did i go to, lolx... very paisei to say.. lolx.. thanks for all of your concerns.. idiot jack keep on making fun of me..

tues.. went for dressing.. wa early in the morning a lot of ppl liao.. lolx.. line up till siao.. pain.. went back to sch.. ict presentation.. very bored and not enthu.. but finally it's all over.. yeah...

wed.. wore formal but wear sandals.. haha.. heck care.. i know don't really match.. but lazy to wear court shoes.. skip MM lec.. do my MM project.. ate lots of things.. formed a new clan.. with kenny, mad and jack.. lolx.. i'm the manager of the 'pervertic' club.. jack sells pads, kenny sells condom and mad sells underwears.. lolx.. they are all under my sales group.. very bored during business seminar.. the female speaker Ms Zeng very chio.. her voice very soft and sweet.. haha.. 2 very fierce teacher spoilt our day.. especially that unreasonable indian teacher.. went back to guides with my formal wear.. gosh.. lolx.. very hot.. then chat with huiping.. go home study efma.. got scared by a stupid beetle.. flying around.. cannot concentrate..

thurs.. screwed my efma paper totally.. shit.. i got a feeling i'm gonna retake... i'm scared.. tomorrow will be biz finance.. die le la.. my MM project still not done.. die le la.. DIE DIE DIE!!! stupid qiang changed my cute little falcon, amour and naval to sumo wrestlers.. lolx.. nvm.. haha.. hope that everything will go on smoothly.. i know i very cheena but i really crazy over hzgg.. hehe... ignore me.. lolx..

Song intro: Zai Ze Li Bie Shi Hou- Gu Ju Ji

cai hong yan lei-Sweety

2005-07-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

fri.. miss sch.. lolx.. ma zhui yao faded.. a little pain but i'm strong.. hehe.. heard about ling.. cheer up girl.. at least we did our very best for this project.. suppose to be resting at home.. but sneaked out back to guides.. very long never go back le.. especially the YAs.. cos all busy with sch.. new govt.. hope everything will go on well.. stayed with them for ndp rehearsal till 8pm.. felt uncomfortable and giddy but still stayed on.. i'm strong.. hehe.. knew that i'm more and more left out in guides.. but nvm.. i'll still continue till i graduate next year..

sat.. eat prata with sis.. then go polyclinic.. a lot of ppl... waited for like 2h there.. sianz... slacking there till me and my sis a bit impatient.. after dressing more pain.. huan zhu ge ge craze.. lolx.. i know i'm dumb.. i really feel like buying the vcds.. lolx..

sun.. slack... hope can finish MM project soon..

Song Intro: Cai Hong Yan Lei-Sweety

Piano-Fan Yi Chen

2005-07-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

thurs.. Happy bday boon and happy advanced bday to kenny.. today celebrating both their bdays.. feel really paisei and guilty about boon's bday gift.. cos of some misunderstanding and miscommunications, i got to know yesterday that in the end i'm only sharing for the cake.. so felt real bad.. tried to make up for him during our jap break today by offering to treat him eat.. but he don't want.. haiz.. so sorry boon.. after efma lessons proceed to the fast food there to celebrate boon's bday first.. then found out that 2 of my freshies also that day bday.. so qiao.. then boon left, wait till qiang come then we celebrated kenny's one.. that bhb guy was so certain that he will get his cheese cake with 18candles, his brown cap from topmen and flip flops.. but he really did.. lolx.. too bad i have to leave earlier for my operation at 2pm.. went to the polyclinic, wanted to register but that rude counter auntie said that my appointment was yesterday.. what the.. i am extremely certain i did not make a mistake though i'm very blur.. but in the end i still got my operation.. the doc injected about 5 needles of 'ma ziu yao'(painful).. but not strong enough so he decided to inject 3 more to me.. lolx.. real numb even till now.. so all together 8 times he poked me..lolx.. but i am still fully awake though numb and sleepy.. i even could still feel he cutting my skin.. gosh.. lolx.. the whole thingy lasted for 1h like that.. lots of blood lost.. 6 stitches.. 18th taking off stitches.. not sure if i'm going to school tomorrow.. got mc.. my mum wants me to rest at home but i want to go sch lehz.. lolx.. actually i think i can break the world record liao.. 3operations.. 9 plus 8 plus 6 stitches... so all together i have 23 stitches on me.. number of injection countless ba.. lolx.. gosh.. no more please..
To all whom are very concerned about me... i'm fine.. thank you all..
Song Intro: Piano-Fan Yi Chen

Wake me up when september ends-Green day

2005-07-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

wed.. yesterday beckham come to our sch... damn chaotic.. cos a lot of people.. can't even walk through.. lolx.. when he came, the whole school cheered.. lolx.. but it's only for a few seconds that we can get to see him.. but i'm too short and behind the crowd so i see nothing.. not a big fan of his so never mind.. today mood better.. the whole day not as moody as past few days.. weiling cheer up.. don't force yourself to do things you don't like.. then after school went to suntec with mad, dage, von and gel... buy kenny's gift.. then me, dage and mad went to sakae sushi to eat buffet, lunch cum dinner, at 4pm.. thanks dage.. then von and gel came to join us at another table.. was lolx all the way with dage and mad cos of the salmon thingy.. lolx.. HAHA... we are too crazy over that topic.. we are extremely full till i feel like vomitting liao.. lolx.. haha.. normally i go eat buffet the most i ate was5plates but today i ate over 10plates.. gosh.. lolx.. don't know if its double of triple.. the service there was extremely bad.. but then cannot blame the trainee la.. she tried her best.. then we sort of sabo jack.. lolx.. shh.. after that went to town with mad.. shopped around.. saw kenny pang.. then finally bought my bikini at far east's blink.. 27bucks... broke liao.. haha.. tomorrow celebrating boon and kenny's bday.. hope it'll be fun.. then after that gonna go for that operation at 2pm.. hope it's successful and not painful at all.. lolx.. i know dream on..

Song Intro: Wake me up when september ends-Green day

because i'm a girl-kiss

2005-07-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

tues.. actually not only mon blues.. tues too.. last night online.. haiz.. very sad.. my dad's sick and at home.. my sis came back at around 12midnight.. i was hiding in the computer room.. then my dad and sis fought.. mum tried to stop them.. i hiding inside the room crying.. haiz.. surprisingly i told someone a secret.. i think people will be surprise.. but i some sort trust him cos his character like my bestest pal sm.. he is a nice guy.. then chat with my pri sch fren weiming.. all my friends who chat with me yesterday helped to cheer me up.. thanks.. today in sch... tried to keep a smile on my face so as not to let people worried.. but i think my mood and action influenced my friends around me again.. so sorry.. skipped the lecture and hid at the stairs there alone.. crying.. think that i'm really useless and stupid and silly and idiot and like a fool.. 'projects' don't go on well... not the sch one.. haiz.. just now read my sis blog.. feel like crying again.. haiz.. wanna thank all who gave me the best support and concern.. people like sm, bo and pai, jack, dage, weiming... thanks a lot.. hope that tml will really be a better day ba..

Song Intro: because i'm a girl-Kiss

Don't treat me like a fool-Blue

2005-07-04T18:23:00.000+08:00

mon... mon blues... i think i have this feeling.. early in the morning went for breakfast with my sis.. mood sucks to the core.. haiz.. drag to sch.. really hope to be alone today.. went to FJ to eat with black fri except for qama.. then went to help ling's MM group shoot advertisement.. quite fun.. but then after that do projects.. mood all go down the drain.. everything just doesn't goes one smoothly.. during efma.. mood extremely low.. endured my tears back.. go home straight.. on bus finally cried.. haiz... please don't treat me like a fool.. i feel extremely sad.. bcos i always hear from other people the truth but not directly from the person.. i rather the person say it to me straight.. though i will still feel sad, but at least the person tells me the truth.. but i know that the person don't want to hurt me ba so never tell me straight.. now that i have no one to turn to, i am extremely lost and helpless.. i wanna apologise to every single one that i've caused unhappiness to unintentionally.. maybe it's really not right to be so enthu ba.. but i'm really very disappointed.. i don't know how to face ' ' and neglected ' '.. i'm sorry.. i just couldn't help.. really hope that i'm not born into this world.. I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT TODAY.. my mum told me and my sis that she is going to be retrenched at the end of the month.. we all knew that it is going to be this year but still feel sad about it.. my dad's sick.. my sis not home yet.. think the atmosphere in my house will be super tense later.. hope that tomorrow will be a better day..

Song Intro: Don't treat me like a fool-Blue

I wanna be with you-Xu Jie Er

2005-07-03T16:42:00.001+08:00

fri.. skipped BF lec.. went to FAL do project alone.. then efma lessons.. after sch eat at FJ.. then do project at FAL with ling.. then went home..

sat.. projects whole day.. got free time then watch tv and vcd.. then chat with mad on msn.. sometimes even when you realise or know about some things, it's better to keep it as a secret but not say it out if not it might worsen the situation.. making it more and more messy.. especially relationships wise.. it is better to remain as it is.. unless it is a bad thing, if not just keep it as a secret ba.. though i am not sure if i am doing the right thing, but at least it is best not to interfere as 3rd parties will tend to make things worst though their intentions are good... follow your heart.. don't change because of others... change because you want to change.. haiz.. that's my words of wisdom ba.. my principles in life.. though i sometimes won't practice it, but i'll still try to.. haha..

sun.. projects again... haiz.. sianz.. when can it ever finish..

Song intro: I wanna be with you-Xu jie er

Yi lu xiang bei-Jay Chou

2005-06-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

sat... go grandma hse.. went to bukit panjang shop.. bought a lot of ear studs.. got fish got butterfly got square.. haha.. miss my ah ma's curry.. yummy..

sun.. go to bugis with my sis and cousin.. shop around.. lots of things i feel like buying.. lolx.. but saving up to buy my bikini.. nvm.. bought a pair of earrings again.. haha... from the korean shop at far east.. bee got the most rewards.. cos she bought the most things..

mon.. sch starts and i feel extremely sleepy.. projects projects.. get back biz law ica.. lolx.. failed badly.. 3 marks only.. got back efma.. still ok.. pass.. after sch went to town with jack mad and dage.. dage go meet dashao watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith.. we go taka KFC eat first.. then me jack and mad go buy bottles.. but in the end we crap there for don't know how long.. then jack suggested another bday gift for jo.. well.. think ppl who knows him will know what type of gift he suggested liao.. lolx.. we then headed to house of condom.. my first time there.. feel extremely uneasy and paisei inside.. lolx.. think that will be my first and last time there.. haha.. then after buying the gift went to far east to shop..

tues.. still sleepy.. projects and more projects..

wed.. jap lessons!!!!! miss the sensei.. haha.. but still sleepy.. projects again.. happy bday jo.. hope you like the special gift.. use it wisely.. be a man.. do the right thing.. HAHA... then the NE seminar... my MINOR operation on the 7th july 2pm.. cannot help my friends celebrate bday.. sorry.. sianz.. morning still have to go to school..

thurs... lots of people sick.. qiang and kenny.. all very sick... hope they will get well soon.. lia cheer up.. projects again.. got back my BF paper.. pass but not good grade.. projects again.. went to town with mad.. actually want to buy bikini at sheer romance.. 18 bucks.. but it's tie type.. free size.. so i cannot.. then went to blink to try hook type.. more X.. but i quite like.. 27 bucks.. should be next week then buy ba.. bought the 4.90 shawl.. purple one.. haha.. hope tml will be a better day..

Song Intro: Yi lu xiang bei-Jay Chou

Piao Yi-Jay chou

2005-06-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

fri.. woke up early in the morning to dress up.. preparing to go to town with mad and bee to watch INITIAL D!!!!!!!! woohooo.... so high man.. the show is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10 upon 10... full marks.. especially with so many shuai ges.. jay and edison especially.. i'm going to buy the vcd for sure.. HAHA... yeah... then we went to shop around at far east... saw a lot of shawls.. now got 3 different designs to choose.. 1st is the plain one at np, 14.90.. 2nd is the shiny one at far east, 4.90 (cheap).. 3rd is those big ones, 10 bucks... the 1st 2 designs is to tie on my bottoms.. the big ones is to cover myslef from cold.. lolx.. then i finally bought my tube.. feel like buying earrings.. ate mee goreng.. spicy but nice.. then went to taka.. presents presents.. then to cathay and heeren..

stress about projects stuffs.. found out that i'm quite serious when doing group work.. think that it's a good practice to be serious.. especially for my working life.. but i think i'm really not suitable to be a leader.. whether it's in guides or as an elder sis or any projects.. for my entire life, i ain't a good sis.. whenever problems arise, i'll choose to escape.. i'll always be finding myself crying like now.. i don't know how many zillion times i have been crying over my sis stuffs.. it's always this issue which hurts me the most and makes me cry the most.. i want my sis.. i love my sis.. i want her to have a bright future and be happy.. i know that my parents too have been worried about her.. my mum too cry because of her problems.. whenever i have problems, i need to be alone, away from everybody... so that i won't make them worry when i cry.. i need to be independent and solve things myself.. i have no one to turn to.. sometimes i really hope to be the one people are worried about.. i'm sick and tired of being the big sister.. leading good examples.. but that's my responsibility.. haiz.. think i'll still have to face all these for my rest of my life ba.. until the day i step into my coffin.. i'm a person with lots of responsibilities.. that's my character ba.. always pushing everything to myself.. ok i've finish grumbling to you diary.. i've finished wiping my tears away.. preparing to face all musics again.. I'm strong right?

Song Intro : Piao Yi-Jay Chou

Cai bu tou-Angela Zhang

2005-06-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

wed.. went to school for the NE seminar.. whao.. lots of ppl.. pretty cool.. cos in the auditorium.. it's not like you can always go into auditorium everyday.. after do project.. actually wanted to go to bugis.. then suddenly don't feel like going le..

thurs.. went to polyclinic early in the morning to book my operation date.. unlucky cos doctor not in.. but the nurses there helped me fixed at 7th july(thursday).. they will call me next week to confirm.. haiz.. then went to 900plus eat laksa.. miss the laksa there..
whenever i want to eat laksa i'll go there.. whenever i want to eat char kway tiao or hokkien mee, i will think of old woodlands that stall.. when i want to eat nasi lemak, i'll think of the stall just a few street across my house.. when i think of seafood soup, i'll think of the stall at old woodlands.. when i think chilli mee, i will think of the stall at lavender (near my dad's old house).. when i think of bar chor mee or prawn noodle, i'll think of the stall at bugis (intro by lee).. when i think of pig organ soup, i'll think of the stall at bugis.. when i think of porriage, i'll think of the stall at amk.. when i think of malay food, i'll think of NYP's north canteen malay stall.. when i think of french toast and kaya toast, i'll think of ya kun.. when i think of chilli crab and fried bun, i'll think of either the one at pasir ris beach or the one at amk(intro by my sis).. when i think of sushi, i'll think of sushi sakae.. when i think of curry chicken, i'll think of my grandma's cooking.. when i think of steamboat, i'll think of reniuon dinner at the eve of cny.. when i think of zar jiang mian, i'll think of crystal jade.. lolx.. haha... ok enough of food.. if not i'll never end the topic..
then after that went to nyp do ict project with sharon and weiling.. sort of in deep thoughts with lots of enquiries in my mind.. in a dilemma.. haiz.. lots of projects.. hope that all will go on smoothly.. holidays ending.. feel like going to k.. miss lots of people.. feel guilty about tomorrow.. but still can't wait to watch initial d..

Song Into: Cai bu tou-Angela Zhang

Everything in it's time-Corrinne May

2005-06-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

mon.. went to school to do MM project... met sharon first to go south canteen eat lunch.. then go to FAL... got crazy over the 200 surveys.. lolx.. took a long and tiring time to do SPSS.. was kind of blur.. lolx.. then got help from kenny with SWOT analysis.. a lot of Black Friday ppl there.. don't know why lately JQK like to suan me.. lolx.. hey ppl, BJC=bully jackson club not bully joanne club.. lolx.. haha... faggots.. then JQK and mad went to yishun ten to watch premondition.. they tricked me... haiz.. lolx.. mad how can you gang up with JQK also.. BJP bond not strong liao... slept at 2am..

tues.. BJP and nurul went to school do EFMA project.. finally should be done ba... lolx.. then went to town with my sis.. went to cine, actually want to sing k but too X.. shared lunch with sis at far east.. shopped around at far east... feel like buying a top.. street style type.. 10 bucks only.. still considering... saw a lot of bikinis.. lolx.. everywhere we went, we saw bikinis.. but all too X.. haha.. bought an ankle bracelet.. star design of course.. at first thought that was a wraist bracelet.. silly me.. lolx.. then trying to look for a black cheap tube.. but with no avail.. sis going to help me buy at bugis street ba.. then mum so good sponsored me to buy my cardigen.. haha.. yeah.. finally bought a black cardigen that i look ok in.. lolx.. anyway it's 16 bucks only.. considered cheap ba.. then while walking to wistma, saw a lot of people at Shaw... INITIAL D!! OMG... think all the cute hunks in that show are there.. but too crowded le la.. then went to topshop.. sis went to trim her eyebrows... then home.. now around 1.30am.. just somehow finished my biz law ba.. lolx.. tml NE talk at the auditorium.. actually i love to go to the auditorium.. lolx.. though it's extremely cold in there.. can't wait..

Song Intro: Everything in it's time-Corrinne MAy

Staring at the sun-Rooster

2005-06-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

thurs.. as i expected.. it didn't go on well as i expected.. haiz.. nvm.. doing some self reflection at home.. projects.. feel like an idiot.. sometimes i just think that i shouldn't be so enthu at the first place.. maybe i'm a fool in people's eyes..

fri.. early in the morning woke up went to polyclinic see doc regrading the 'lump' on my butt.. nothing serious but my mum insist of taking it off.. so going for a small operation... haiz sianz.. AGAIN?! gosh.. this will be my 3rd one liao lor.. just cancelled one, then another one come.. lolx.. what's happening.. lolx.. so suay.. nvm.. I WILL SURVIVE.. haha.. still have to go back to polyclinic to schedule the date for my operation.. it'll be in the polyclinic.. cos my mum says cheaper.. lolx.. that's what i'm worrying about.. i have never heard before that polyclinics can do operations.. lolx.. nvm.. after that meet kel, sj and cy to buy cake for char's bday.. then i brought the cake home to hide first.. watched 'legally blonde'.. then when it's about the finish, i went to the kitchen and light the candle then bring to the room... sing happy bday song for char.. hope she likes the surprise.. and the mini cakes of cos.. it's yummy.. haha.. then cy,sj and char go to work... me sm and kel watched 'meet the fockers'... lolx.. funny show.. a bit yellow la.. haha..

sat.. now slacking at home.. just now saw my sis friend.. she just finish her operation not long ago.. can see her scar on her neck.. 8 needles.. feel sad for her.. cos if i were her i... haiz.. singing is my life.. but luckily her voice isn't affected.. i love her vocal.. yup.. rest well hor.. desperately need money.. lolx.. no money to treat my dad eat for father's day.. no money watch initial D... no money buy the thing i promise mad.. lolx.. shit.. she's gonna kill me.. haha.. tml going to ah ma's house.. very long never visit her liao.. still rushing my projects.. sianz..

Song intro: Staring at the sun-rooster

I don't want to know- Chen wei

2005-06-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

mon.. went to yishun mrt to fetch sokying, sharon, ling and jo to my house do biz law.. went S11 eat la mian.. regret.. nvm.. looking forward to tml..

tues.. woke up early to prepare to go to dage's house to do FS project.. met sharon at yishun take 965.. then met ling to take bus to dage's place.. dage's dog 'smoky' is so cute but very horny too.. you know i know.. then cook instant noodle for sharon and BP.. then had a competition with mad seeing who's stronger.. well.. haha.. no results.. i didn't use my full strength actually.. cos scared will hurt her.. then.. while i'm typing something, she suddenly hit me behind on my left shoulders.. felt an extreme pain.. but endured and trick her.. lolx.. well i think the others, sharon ling and dage was tricked and shocked too.. well when i'm really angry, i'll cry one.. haha.. i always don't wanna let people know about my pain or illness cos people will treat me like a patient.. don't like.. i'm still fit and strong.. i trick a lot of people lately.. all jack's fault.. 'lying academy'... lolx.. then bought the BBQ stuffs and took cab down to kenny's house.. helped to prepare BBQ.. bought too much food.. especially my crab meat(4pax) and sausage(6pax).. no choice.. had to finish them off as i've promised.. i think me alone finished about 3pax each.. my stomach is filled with crab meat, sausage and water only.. felt like vomitting..

wed.. the smashing of cake for lia's bday turn out ok.. haha.. only lia,gel and kenny kana.. lucky.. then the surprise of dz bringing the bday cake in turn out well.. she was touched.. happy bday lia.. then we all at kenny's guest room.. they started to talk about the ghost stories.. gosh.. got real scared.. haha.. humji club secretary ma.. then they watch 'shuttle'.. gel slept.. i covered throughout the whole show... in deep thoughts.. afetr show finish, ling,von, lia, qiang, dz, kenny and me went to kenny's room play monopoly.. haha.. lost.. lolx.. then went to sleep for awhile and left early with von and ling while others were sleeping.. extremely tired.. went home slept till 2plus.. now wanna do project.. tml got a feeling won't turn out well.. haiz.. what to do.. can anybody help me? haiz..

Song Intro: I don't want to know-Chen wei

Yan lei de wei dao-Energy

2005-06-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

thurs.. jap test.. bought a halter from sch.. offer 9 bucks only.. project at my house with ling.. intro her my fav nasi lemak stall.. haha.. super nice.. sis and dad problem again.. haiz.. tml going to camp but haven't pack yet.. hope that everything will go on smoothly..

fri.. early in the morning went to guides sec 1 camp.. actually want to teach them the 'we feel good' cheer but no time.. they look extremely bored.. the camp leaders didn't do something to make them enthu.. went to nyp early.. at FAL wait for ling.. did project.. then went to club crawl.. voted for Ms and MR NYP.. see JQK, gel and ling play frisbee with others.. played a bit of volleyball.. then took train to cck to grandma's house.. take 7kg of bar zhang back home.. super heavy.. hand almost break.. caused my back to ache again.. then ate dinner pack bag.. went to camp.. chat with YAs and teachers.. campfire.. taught sec1s a lot of cheers.. but they super not enthu and responding.. haiz.. i feel like an idiot.. gave lame riddles to teachers and YAs.. then night walk.. haha.. went to mac with teachers and YAs.. teachers treat.. chat.. feel good.. happy.. took cab.. walked back to sch.. sang on the way with YAs and doris.. haha.. had lots of fun.. crazy us.. only we enthu.. play amongst ourselves.. then continue to play in sch.. bathing.. enjoyed aircon in teachers room.. slept on the gound with sleeping bag at around 3am plus.. woke up at 6plus..

sat.. had pt.. jiakhee and mayyi left.. was extremely fed up with the sec1s attitude.. luckily doris has her way.. then morning breakfast.. ate bread.. the sec 1s went for orienteering.. ms soh, doris and me chat.. suddenly have the urge not to give up on guides.. cos the happy feeling all back.. haiz.. what shall i do.. then went home early cos must do project.. go home ate bathe slept then do project.. super duper tired...

sun.. went to town with mad.. shopped around.. sad cos no more 'kou rou bao'.. sob sob.. watched mr and mrs smith.. great show.. bought a halter.. black one.. mad's one is orange.. must pitch ling to buy the hot pink one.. haha.. 8.90 bucks only.. very cheap and it's super nice.. mad pitch me to buy the bikini.. 18bucks.. but no $$ le.. haiz.. next time ba.. mum don't allow me to ton at kenny's house.. still trying to pitch her.. hope it's successful.. tml doing biz law project.. hope can finish asap.. still finding people help me do survey.. got 40.. did about 10 only.. haha.. help me.. sis today first day working at bugis street.. all the best to her.. miss my motorola friends..

Song intro: Yan lei de wei dao-Energy

Li kai wo de li you-Wax

2005-06-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

mon.. all i feel is the pain from my severe sunburn.. gosh.. took a ride from joseph with qiang and lia to sch.. thanks joseph.. everybody suffering from the pain like me.. lolx.. even a gentle touch will kill us.. lolx..

tues.. pain as usual.. took a ride to sch with the same ppl.. everybody still as pain.. mm ica1 marks.. put in so much effort but just pass only.. teacher say i copy.. gosh.. i do myself one lor.. haiz.. ict ica1 marks sucks.. cos our group scored the lowest... never mind.. ict presentation.. first time no Q & A.. first time ict teacher praised us.. too bad that it's not counted as ica.. haiz.. then took a ride home from joseph.. thanks.. sorry to trouble you.. cook my dinner.. at night discuss about movie marathon held next fri at my hse.. plus some surprise.. haha...

wed.. wore my S&K racer back and green revealing top plus skirt.. lolx.. think it look ugly cos of my red severe burnt skin... no choice.. BJP and SHE agrees to wear.. now waiting for my efma project group mate to come.. don't think she's going to come le.. in deep thoughts about some issues.. but won't affect my mood.. got to pia my jap tonight le.. tml hand in biz finance project then one more project down le.. hope that everyone will be happy as usual..

Song Intro: li kai wo de li you-Wax

Almost here

2005-06-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

sat.. extremely sick and tired.. went to YA monthly meeting.. was extremely bored and sleepy cos on medication.. then change my shoes to slippers at the mrt platform.. lolx.. haha.. hide at one corner to do that.. quickly rushed down to harbourfront to wait for angel.. wore my first ever racer back with my green revealing top.. at least i think so.. was super sick.. tons and tons of people waiting for the shuttle bus to go to Sentosa.. so decided to take cab in with angel.. finally reach Siloso beach to meet our gang.. saw a lot of familiar and new faces too.. da shao there.. da shao's friends there.. desmond there.. da ge's kaki there.. they are very fun prople.. haha.. very funny when they all rush to 'beat' up dage cos dage.. and dage run away.. haha.. all i did there was to soak in the sea, take pics, eat a bit, chat, played a bit of frisbee.. that's all.. cos i'm too weak and tired.. gosh.. quite bored actually.. there's a guy teaching his dog how to swim suddenly gave my 'lao pou' a namecard.. whao.. was surprised.. he is from a model agency.. haha.. i really think it's a rare opportunity actually.. after a tiring day, went to bath.. real paisei.. cos it's the 1st time i bath in the public.. gosh.. all the girls were like wearing only bikinis and shorts and bathing in the public.. haha.. what an experience.. of cos i don't have bikinis.. me and mad wore sbs.. my back and face have serious sun burn marks.. and i think i look like black charcoal.. i don't want to be tan lor.. haiz.. now my back is extremely pain.. then we went to eat our dinner at the food court.. then uncle long pang me,jack,lia and qiang back.. me, lia and jack were sleeping behind.. qiang cannot sleep cos he need to direct the way.. uncle driving so also cannot sleep.. thanks uncle for the ride..

sun.. need to do lots of things today.. biz finance and ict project.. all my hwks.. study for jap test.. haiz.. back more and more pain..

Song Intro: Almost here

I'll remember you-No Secrets

2005-06-03T07:12:00.000+08:00

tues.. intro to FS test.. sucks.. projects projects and projects.. sucks...

wed.. went to OGL thank you party.. asked about something but mission failed.. just knew it.. cos it's really impossible.. haha.. after sch went to SGH to visit my daughter... hope she'll get well soon.. sis problem again.. haiz.. at night wanted to do project but fell asleep without knowing it.. gosh i'm sure tired..

thurs.. did project in school.. some not going on smoothly.. Ms Soh send me the hireachy.. ok la.. found out that people's feeling are always so fragile and unpredictable.. went to town with mad.. shopped around.. then went to ps.. bought my black S&K racer back.. wanted to do project at night again but fell asleep... think i'm having pms.. lolx..

fri.. woke up early.. found out that my mum and sis have just successfully spreaded their flu cough and sore throat to me... great... no singing for don't know how many days or weeks.. then how am i suppose to teach... please god.. help me.. let me recover asap.. haiz.. i feel so lost without singing.. lolx.. tml going to YA meeting and sentosa.. hope everything will turn out fine..

Song Intro:I'll remember you-No Secrets

Rumor-Lindsay Lohan

2005-05-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

sat... studying law and slacking at home...

sun.. studying law.. then went to cwp with my family to eat lunch.. dad's treat.. he gave me and my sis 10 bucks each.. so happy.. cos finally i can buy my razor top.. after eating.. went to SnK to search for the black razor top but with no avail.. search a lot of shops but cannot find any.. in the end bought a green revealing razor-like top.. i feel so naked.. lolx.. but i like it.. another big change in my attire..

mon.. had breakfast with my parents.. took a lift from my parents in cab to school.. lots of bad news today.. extremely sad and bad day for me especially.. nothing seems to be right.. it started off with the biz law project group.. expected the unexpected.. got very upset about the 'chaos', disappointed with a few ppl and guilty towards my clique.. sorry ppl... it's all my fault.. haiz.. why must things always turn ugly.. next my biz law test... totally screwed up everything.. studied but just couldn't write.. argh... followed by an unexpected thing to my project.. really lost.. don't know what to do.. then heard an extremely bad and sad news.. my 'daughter' is admitted to SGH.. gosh.. hope that she's okay.. kind of worried for her.. gonna visit her on wed if i can make it.. then accounts project grouping.. sucks.. i'm so pissed off.. at least my prayers were answered.. kenny's problem solved, Qamarul discharged and somehow came back to sch.. well i should be happy and excited about sat.. SENTOSA.. singing now with sad songs with extremely high pitches.. haha.. as usual.. whenever i'm sad.. tml FS test.. hope i don't screw this paper.. hope tml will be a better day..

Song Intro: Rumor-Lindsay Lohan

Black Friday 13

2005-05-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

Black Friday 13

01 Uncle. 3g*ys

02 Qama. 3g*ys

03 Von. [S]HE

04 Boon. 3g*ys

05 Gel. SH[E]

06 Dage. JQK+[Yi]

07 ling. BJ[P]

08 Qiang. J[Q]K+Yi

09 Lia. S[H]E

10 Kenny. JQ[K]+Yi

11 Mad. [B]JP

12 Jack. [J]QK+Yi

13 Me. B[J]P

Chuang Wai-Joanna & JackyWu

2005-05-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

fri... had breakfast with mum.. hope she will get well soon.. went to sch early with mad to do some 'bushy training'... overcomed my 'humji-ness' to do this hunt.. gosh.. but mission still failed.. haiz.. then biz finance test.. total screwed up.. lately slept late... kept on sleeping on my chair.. then when i wake up always have alot of people nudging me.. lolx.. just did that only.. so i'm going to sleep soon.. projects making me mad.. modules making me blur... hope to clear all the doubts soon and successfully promote.. talking about promotion, jack just accepted the VP position of our HUMJI club.. lolx.. congrats.. and also he as the VP just promoted me to secretary of HUMJI club.. lolx.. haha.. my mum decided not to send me for my operation cos too X le.. well... both good and bad news.. good that i don't have to go through all the pain and trouble of 'disabled'... bad that my ugly scar will always be there.. haiz.. i've also decided not to be a warranted guider.. so no camp at camp christine and no more furthering my guiding life after my unit helper ends.. a big decision... another turining point in my life.. i think my friends will be like 'finally she's letting go of guides'.. indeed i am.. kind of sad and wasted.. cos i've come this far le.. my effort, my time, my money, my feelings... finally i'm letting go.. haha.. time for a change.. but anyways i still have 1 1/2 years before i really end everything.. so jia you ba...

Song Intro: Chuang Wai-Joanna and Jacky Wu

Behind these hazel eyes-Kelly Clarkson

2005-05-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

wed.. wore skirt... extremely sianz and cold day.. during break went to FAL do project then watch 'House of Fury' with my black friday clique.. then pon MM.. then slacked in sch at uncle's club room playing guitar.. got to know a lot of things.. then acc ling and angel for their transport.. then went home..

thurs... Happy Birthday Qiang Di.. jap test.. think did ok.. efma test screwed up totally.. shit sure fail.. haiz.. then got to know that Qamarul was hospitalised at SGH on tues till now.. was shocked and worried for him.. hope he will get well soon.. then got to know about kenny's story... kenny jia you wor.. black fri will always support you.. stay happy and don't think too much.. then celebrate qiang di's bday at sky garden.. played the cream attack.. lolx.. everybody in black friday kanna.. lolx.. then after that ate lunch at NC.. wanna 'kill' and beat up that pervert guy for angel.. gosh.. then waited for the car dage and uncle rent to go to SGH to visit Qamarul.. JQK,mad,uncle,dage and me went.. car too small.. JQK and BJ squeezing behind like siao.. my back and waist hurts like hell cos of the squeezing.. then glad to know that he's ok.. phew.. felt luckier than him cos the other time I in TTSH i at least got own tv, aircon, bla bla.. but his situation not that serious must go operation like me.. lucky him.. then sent qiang to mrt, kenny to nyp, change to a better and cool car at bishan.. dage sent us to khatib.. then joseph sent me and jack home with his dad's car.. whao.. his car damn cool.. thanks joseph and dage for driving us.. tml biz finance test.. think sure screw up.. hope that god can bless everyone whom i know to be happy every single day..

Song Intro: Behind these hazel eyes-Kelly Clarkson

Lao shu ai da mi-Jocie

2005-05-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

mon.. wore skirt today.. went out with sm,kb,sj and cy... went to town lido shaw there... bought tickets to 'house of wax'.. i'm the only one objecting to watch this movie.. cos i think it's super gross.. then we went to eat and shop around.. very fun.. saw michelle saram and chen li zhen.. took pics.. finally went to watch the movie at 4.45pm.. sort of wasted my 9.50bucks cos i was actually covering myself with my jacket and covering my ears throughout the whole show.. lolx.. so i only managed to watch 1/4 of the movie.. broke my record man.. lolx.. cos it's really scary and super gross.. felt like throwing up.. haha.. then went home..tues.. watched 'the eye 10' in the morning.. quite short actually.. not really scary cos i didn't on the volume of my tv.. lolx.. ok i'm in the hum ji club one.. haha.. now i know the 10ways to see a 'g' i will never try that... then got to know from FS rep that lessons postpone from 11am to 12noon.. luckily haven't go out yet but ling on the way le so decided to go to sch to acc her.. actually wanted to study biz finance but in the end played uno that i brought.. haha.. finally can play with someone.. i am always playing uno with myself at home after i bought it.. haha.. dumb.. suddenly 'black fri' is so interested and attracted and distracted to my uno game.. lolx.. but i kept on losing.. haha.. dage and kenny kept on saboing me.. lolx.. fine.. nvm.. now having ict lessons.. quite happy lately because of you know i know.. found someone... haha.. tml skirt day for BJP...

Song Intro: Lao shu ai da mi-Jocie

Obviously-Mcfly

2005-05-22T14:29:00.000+08:00

thurs.. after school went to town with mad.. got psycho by her to try on the topshop pleated skirt and the isetan one.. lolx.. haha.. somehow influenced her to like the topshop skirt too.. we both target to buy one.. but of cos she wear liao nicer.. haha.. i think if i'm buying, i'll buy yellow..

fri... hope that lessons won't end so early today.. cos i'm running away from reality.. but still have to face it.. went to amk and eat with mad, jack and qiang.. went back to guides.. do outdoor cooking.. didn't help much actually cos my outdoor cooking skills sucks.. mayyi went for interview and jiakhee got orientation at ngeeann poly.. so only i'm there.. the plan did not work out i suppose..

sat.. went to old woodlands to change my jeans.. bought another jeans.. couldn't find cardigen and wa wa xie.. went to cwp bought a sports shoes for big walk tml.. and also a pair of slippers.. femaine type.. bought my fav char kway tiao from the store at old woodlands.. haha...

sun.. woke up at 5am.. went to ytss.. a lot of ugs there.. BIG WALK... gosh.. i walked non-stop for more than 10km..from kallang stadium to esplanade then at the fullerton hotel u-turn back to kallang.. i'm so proud of myself.. lolx.. i wasn't very tired actually.. my stamina better.. lolx.. yeah!! it was until the 7km then my both shoulders and back got extremely pain.. it was until the 9km that my two feets started to pain like siao.. well.. big improvement.. haha.. shall continue to excercise more.. and i think that my shoulders, back and feet healing.. got to know the expectations of the teachers.. if it was in the past, i am more than willing and happy to get a post at the HQ.. at least that was my target when i first joined the YA.. but now.. haiz.. then came back eat at the np food court with parents.. then persuaded my mum to buy 'house of fury' for me using her link points.. haha.. tml going out with sm they all.. next week got 3 icas(jap,efma & biz finance).. shit.. hope to catch up.. if not will die..

Song Intro: Obviously-Mcfly

Hao xiang ni-Vivian

2005-05-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

wed... today... woke up at 7.30am.. gosh... just made it on time for jap.. haha.. after jap, went to do jap e assignment.. cheated a bit..haha... then the moment i've been waiting for... took cab with boon, jo and mad to amk.. boon treat.. gave them number to buy 4D 8223.. lolx.. only we 4 knows where the number come from.. then bo and me went to k box... lia came.. von came.. kenny and jack came... was really enjoying myself... hope the others did too.. think i'm quite bad cos i'm like singing all the while.. all of us were extremely cold in there.. the coldest i've ever felt.. was shivering like hell.. felt as if i'm like in 'Titanic' or 'the day after tml scenes'... gosh... it was freezing cold.. though i didn't lose any high notes today, but i think my vocal needs big improvements... my stamina too.. haha... there goes my singing sensation.. then acc mad back to nyp.. she go kickboxing i go FAL do jap.. then was very malu when we went home.. paisei... really hope that fri won't come.. extremely afraid to go back there...

Song Intro: Hao xiang ni-Vivian